advice

i need advice! i need to pour my sorrow!

dammit!

busy busy busy

i've realised life @ Sentosa is really hectic compared to TP.
we have lesser individual assignments!! i prefer exams than datelines which sucks big time i tell you. and worse of you are like a loner in the class.
but forget it at least i found one or two good classmates.
people say i have this walls up that prevent people from being friends with me.
yes, i do admit after like having those dao people and after you hear people gossiping about you.
and to say this, i kind of miss last sem classmates. they are like better.

and now i realised how important clique is to me!! they are like the greatest!
accompanied me for lunch, lectures and wait for lessons.
and of course i know i've been a very naggy friend.
i've been complaining non-stop to them about how terrible my life is now!
i'm so sorry that i've been like this. i think that has been quite irritating!

on a side note, i'm gonna go underwater world and pet shelter this friday!!
and on a sad note, i've proj meetings tml and my assignments are not done yet.

oh and ever since sis gotton married, i've been waking an hr earlier to bring furkids down!
i think it's good bcos i finally get some exercise walking with furkids! <3

LONER!!!

i really hate to go to school now!
i've got no friends in the class!
like what yolanda said, it's not that we don't want to make friends, it's people don't want to!
i'm always seen sitting ALONE in a row!
there isn't anyone who wants to sit with me in that row!

all other rows are filled up except mine!

i don't know how to survive this sem!
it's really difficult. much difficult than ssm. at least ssm i have friends ard. i have their support.
but now, i'm like the odd one out. people are in pairs.
i'm the only one without a friend.
all alone. i wanted so much to cry out loud. but i can't!!! =[ =[ =[

sucks

FUCKKKKK!!
every new sem always sucks!!!
fucking hate the feeling of not knowing anyone in the class!
it's like NOT even ONE!
it's seems that i'm the only one who is alone.
i gotta try to be independent alr.
eat alone, go tutorial alone, laugh alone, talk alone....................
SIGHHHHH!

on a side note, i really wanna thanks everyone for their wishes.
and clique!!!! XS, though it's not like a very big celebration but these little acts really helps brighten my day!!
<3!!!

okay, i'm the lao-est in class now!!! =[

mys & wad

okay, have been gng to mys from monday till now!
will continue to go until friday!
i think i'm getting better at cleaning the kennels alr.

at least i managed to clean the 18 kennels by myself.
and of course my relationship with the giants are getting better too!|
the giants are wayyyyyy tooooo sweet alr.

anyway last Sunday went to ECP for the SPCA WAD!
Zeus took part in a tail wagging competition.
and to my surprised or rather all of us, Zeus won first prize!
so proud of him now. the Super Wiggly Waggle! =]

okay, i will not work for metro again! they sucks!

MYS

so i think i finally did smth good after living in this earth for 19 years!
went to MYS to volunteer my time!
the big dogs were really friendly despite those fierce looks, they have deceiving looks!
anyway MYS need monetary help, so people please do help.
let me know if you wanna help. if not the dogs and cats will have no place to stay alr.
gonna go agn for the whole of next week.

work tml which spells sian!
anyway last week work at taka was quite good.

i especially like the working hrs. short!

gonna go back and work at there agn next weekend!

gonna celebrate WAD with my dogs this Sunday at East Coast!
Zeus gonna take part in a contest. hope he wins!

gonna go eat and sleep alr. need to wake up early tml!

Skinny

it's gonna be a year since Skinny lived with us!
very big difference right?
before: without love and care!
after: with love & care!
aahhaha. i think the previous owner also cannot recognise Skinny alr!

no motivation

i think nowadays i'm very lazy to blog alr.
i'm kind of lazy to do.

YAY

I NEVER WANT TO BE IN THIS STATE AGAIN!

okay, it's holidays!!

the sad part is gonna change class agn AND freaking gng to Sentosa. i don't like.

missed sister, she's at hongkong.

and sister wedding on 31 oct. yay. like finally this old woman getting out of the hse.

Ssm is finally over! Yay. Working for baby fair now! Yes. After getting the pay i can go on a shopping spree! After exam need to look for jobs again. :) okay, there are many belated birthday presents.

super long no update

oops, it's super long since i updated alr.
anyway, my life has been rather mundane due to sch.
there's nothing interesting, like really!!
i'm glad all projects are done. like YAY.
and ssm is gonna end soon, another YAY.
but i hope i won't fail. PLEASE.
thanks people for those consoling words. =]
anyway next week is ssm project week, PLEASE COME TO SUGARLOAF AND SUPPORT ME!!!
<3>

study week is gonna be here like soon.
but i'm gonna work to buy my itouch. like finally.
i've been lacking behind for quite some time alr.
YAY. taka baby fair=$$$. =]

despicable me was nice. finally i get to watch movie and LOL!

ssm fuck

fuck fuck fuck!!!
i'm a freaking waiter for this week.
a position that i don't want at all.
i'm so dead, because i don't know the service flow.

and i hope this week, i get a better cab driver.
because. last week i told the cab drive to go TP and i was brought to NYP. that's a very big difference.
and it wasted my time. like a lot.

okay, people have been telling me that i have been complaining non-stop.
but too bad. this freaking ssm is occupying my mind.
i just want a pass. please.

hope this thurday will go smoothly. i don't wanna pull the team down. =[

SSM

ssm seriously sucks like nobody business.

first today i woke up at 4am to get ready. wanted to catch 5.3oam bus 8.

then i realised bus 8 first bus is only at 6am.

ended up taking a cab to sch and wasted waking up so early.

so today, my role as a host sucks.

i was very informal when i'm taking phone calls.

why am i such a failure!!!!

i fought hard for next week's post:cashier.

thinking back, i think i'm quite bad.

i'm like making the headwaiter life bad.

but i'm wrong. i did the right thing. headwaiter didn't gave clear instructions.

okay, i'm still a little bad!!

i'm sorry amanda.

M'sia Trip

the waterfall!!


double rainbow

the cool weather.

failed.

i'm super lack of sleep but after sleeping for like 16hrs i feel better now.

but coughing until like shit.

anway, holiday gonna end soon! i'm sad.

but i enjoyed the Sabah trip. done many many things for the first time.

saw fireflies, double rainbow, monkey mating, trekking, canopy walk, waterfall with free fish spa[ahahaha], rafflesia[though i think i kena scam rm15].

everything was fun except for those uni visit and talks which was boring.

our tour guide was good.

i missed my hotel teevee bcos there's world cup.

i kind of miss Sabah, bcos that's my holiday!!!!

UPDATE

Bonjour. French student must speak some french one, like trois + trois = six
OOPS, i think this blog needs some cleaning. it's so dusty alr.
SSM is always the one contributing to my stress and depression level.
proficiency test one was a total messed. practised so much in the end, still end up doing badly.
think back, i should not panic this much. i freaking lost a lot of marks because of careless mistakes.
i think i failed the test alr. i counted myself, i got around 40+/100.
buck up on my grooming, tutor observations alr. because proficiency test sure gone case one.

on a side note, though SSM is really stress but i get to meet many many nice people.
of course, nice tutors. not all are that bad.
i've been wasting money. i spent 22$ for one pathetic MC for BOE. tutor sucks.

anyway, holidays are like finally coming. i'm super looking forward for the edu trip to Malaysia.
okay, i'm very tired alr. tml still need to work leh.

i'm really thankful for everyone support these days.
thanks xs, joanna, anna,amd, mich, annas !!!!!

update. my life just sucks.

i don't know what bad things i've done.
it's like a retribution.
i don't feel good. i'm super depressed.
SSM is scary to me.
i don't want to repeat this module.
but i don't know what to do.
i'm helpless, proficiency test is next week and i still can't carry the plates.
i'm very scared i will fail.
i've no confident at all.

first week of year 2

i survived SSM. i'm super proud of myself for carrying 3 bricks.
okay. that's was very little. most people carried like 5 bricks.
i wonder whether i can survive the rest of the lessons.
of course, my tutor was a super nice one.
the proficiency test seems very scary to me.

i seriously hate my course.
waste so much money.

Zoo

Went to the zoo today. It was super hot so everyone were rushing. I dun tink they enjoy. But i did. Didn't take photos at all. i'm super tired but wanna finish watching Barca match first. Valdes is a super good goalkeeper.

Anyway, must thanks amd a lot. Love her ttm. =]

sch starting liao, sian cos nid to get a jab for ssm. I'm damm scare of the jab. Faint.

And yay, f21 items came.

a week

oops, holiday come and end very fast.
wahh, i think i'm gonna faint soon.
bcos i need to get a jab for ssm, thus ssm officially sucks ttm.

anyway, i finally bought a pair of slippers and finally find my romper.
my timetable just sucks.
did i say i decided to take 2 cds this sem. YES.

gonna find friends that i know.
psy was a nightmare alr.

i'm in 2H11. sadded.
i wanted to at least be in the same class as cliqueeee.

gonna change my cds on monday.

today went out with cliqueee, watch movies.
and amanda enlightened me. ahaha. THANKS AMD.
I LOVE AMD. =]

EL CLASICO

stayed up yesterday night to watch EL CLASICO.
ahahaha, Barca is a better team than Real. ahahaha.
Valdes is my new idol. ahahaha.

woots.

okay, i've been trying to stock up those cheap cheap shorts whr i can wear it to sch.
ahahaha, mummy has been very nicee to buy like one or two of those shorts for me.
though it's cheap but i still appreciate it.
since i'm not those rich kids who doesn't buy stuffs that is below 100dollars.
to some people, 80plus for an item isn't consider expensivee.
to me, that's spendthrift.
now i need for tops.


i'm forever into sales corner. ahahaha.

i need a new slipper for sch. ya, i'm very sloppy.


in a week sch gonna reopen alr. which is sian ttm.
i hope i get into classes with people i know. pleaseee.
and did i say my SSM uniform is ugly ttm.

i soooooo wanna alter the apron which is freaking long.
i think my apron can help sweep the floor alr.

seriously, i think people gonna laugh at me in that uniform.
those baggy pants with court shoes and the long apron.
FUGLY!!!!

f21 items pls arrive soon.

hard lines.

arghh, everyone got their pay but my pay was delayed.
so right now i'm still in the "broke" mode. ahahaha.

anyway, sisters and i have been discussing that we shld go exercise alr.
and finally today, we managed to go for a swim.
okay, i'm a total loser. seriously, it has been like 4 years since i last swim.
and i need to learn the proper way to swim.
okay, i like the a-bit tanned skin. ahahaha, it's not really tanned.
i don't know why, but all of the sudden i think i like tanned skin???
like a-bit darker skin tone. ahahaha. got to bring skinny for his injection later at night.
i can totally see my money flying away like right in front of my eyes.

i think i have been a super good girl. i've been accompanying mummy to market for a few days.
ahahaha. proud of myself.

and YAY-ness. Barca into semi-finals.

Universal Studio Part 2 photos

waterworld.


rapids adventure!

2 goats!!

all photos uploaded in fb. =]
going to zoo i think on the 17th apr.
meeting clique tml.
i'm freaking sry that they have to go budget because of me.

Universal Studio Singapore

ahyun, Ronald kor kor, meeee, ahjie & ray kor kor.

sisters!!!

laptop case that ronald kor kor bought for me. =]

there are still photos that ahjie has not upload into the computer. so i will just upload these photos.
so yesterday i went to Universal Studio with a heavy heart. ahaha.
bcos when we check online, it says that the tix are all sold out.
when we called up to check, the people say no guarantee that we will get the tix.
hence, i look cui in all photos.

anyway, it was fun.
the most scary rides were closed. but the revenge of the mummy rides were super scary[to me].
it was indoor, very dark you don't know how the track looks like. you don't know that the ride fall backwards. damm scary. but everyone was not scare at all. my legs nearly went become some jelly. ahahaha. maybe i really got no guts. ahaha.

so the mummy really took a revenge on me.
the rest of the rides were much betterrrrr.

THANKS ray kor kor for the treat. YAY.
and also ronald kor kor. =]

bought michelle presents from the universal studios. hope she like it.

i seriously, need my pay badly. i'm in a huge debt.

HAPPY DAZE

without money you can't go anywhere.
san and i is waiting anxiously for our pay.

ahahaa.

so finally, got to go out to HAPPY DAZE with sisters and furkids.
it's skinny first official outing. he was super happy.
and Zeus and Skinny will be celebrating their bday together on 26June, at Happy Daze.
coolios.

expo better.

woah, expo was definitely better manzx.
seriously, in expo we were provided with meals most importantly water.
and i didn't know that no food nor water are provided at taka manzx.
both san and i were damm pathetic. ahaha. but it was somehow funny experience.
and taka work damm slack, very few customers.
still i prefer expo. it's wayyy better.
and saw Siwei, like long time no see. ahaha.
i hope that next friday won't rain.
rain please stopped. i begged you.

work ends.

okay, my 3-day work ends alr.
it was great working with the philips people, they were really nicee.
my time passed by faster with them ard, my "jie jie" and "kor kor".
ahahaha, funny jokes from them. i miss my jie jie alr, like a mother who take care of me.
food for last day was great cos we had pastamania and donuts. i like.
now i'm a baby products pro alr. ahahaha.

and wed gonna go take taka to work for a day to replaced mich.
more $$.

some people act as if they work at philips for a long time alr.
inconsiderate people. you need to eat but the rest of the people don't need to eat izzit?

work tml

arghh, i totally don't feel like stepping out of my house alr.
tml have to go to work. which i'm totally don't really like but for the sake of ka-ching.
and i feel cheated. wth. i'm not informed of this until now. like very what.
cheat my ka-ching. baddd.

arghh, i hope my f21 stuffs reached me soon which is impossible. it will only arrived after like sch re-open for the first week. which sucks.

my torture is like coming nearer and nearer. ssm sucks. i wonder if i can survive.
and i wanna familiar faces in my class please???

i'm super praying hard that i will be able to make a trip down to Universal studios before sch re-open manzx. i hope there's still tickets left and please make up their minds soon.
the dates. aghh. i wanna scream my hearts out while taking the rides. can't wait.

GOS

SEA.

totally in love with Seungho and hyun woo.

Jiyeonnnn

work on friday but i forgotten everything alr.

SHINee

yay, saw SHINee. damm happy.
my throat hurts badly from all the screaming.

and i'm very sorry for being super late.

crystal

YAY. tml is finally arriving.
i will be see-ing SHINee.
but i guessed i will be seeing "ants".
shld have big big screen bah. ahhh.

yes, today is the day where i received my results.
i shld say not bad. cos i improve a lil bit from last sem.
though it's not a big improvement from last sem.
at least got improveee.
so amanda be happy. =]

it's a YAY

i can't wait for tml morning to arrive.
and i also can't wait for Sat to come.
YAY. gonna go SEA with san&ahtan.
YAY, ring ding dong ring ding dong.
ONEWWWWW.
OKAY, but michelle not going with me liao.
cyaa soon. when is our kite-flying?

SEA

I WANNA GO SEA!!!!
Shinee will be attending this event.
went to check the tix out and only the cheapest is available. arghh.
and i think Michelle will be accompanying me to go. YAY.
i don't care whether it is far or not. as long as i can seeee them.
better than spending $35 on the album. ahahaha.

Shinee

their love for each other is deep.

Angel.

Krusty, my fav

Rainie.

<3>

was sick yesterday. and i slept like for the whole day manxz.

i think Shinee coming Sg agn??? oh my freaking god.

-

training was okay.

master of study my new drama to watch.

holidays.

yay, it's holiday now. and means finding job time has arrived.
i'm still trying to find IT Fair job. so if anyone know, let me know.

anyway, found another job. thanks michelle for that.
and the best is having 2 friends working with you.
YAY. won't be that bored anymore.

i'm totally into Shinee, Onew now. super cuteee.
totally into Hello Baby Season 1&2. ahahaha.

exam=sucks

i'm so anticipating for wednesday to arrive.
i don't know why, but i have this feeling that i'm memorising too little things for OB alr.
i'm memorising according to the tips alr. but..... i don't know why.

and micro, the more i study the more confused i am.
i really need to ask Annas tml. there is one topic i really i even understand a thing.

and ahjie boyf say he is gonna treat us to universal studio this holiday. i hope he do make this promised.
i wanna go badly, like fun. i'm so afraid tix will be sold out manz.

CNY, exams

okay, i'm totally into the CNY atmosphere, hence, i'm totally in the CNY mood.
which means i totally don't have the mood to study for exams.
exam seriously sucks.
i hasn't started on anything yet which is bad.
i will try to start tml, only if i'm not gng out.
okay, i will go watch WGM now.

finally finished hptx. ahahaha.
in love with Show Luo alr.
i'm anticipating next wed when exam ended even before i started studying for it.

thanks for the help and sry for the trouble.
to: anata and xs

HAPPY CNY &VDAY

it's CNY, finally arrived alr.
YAY!!! i always love the CNY atmosphere.
but not really the people.

stupid.

please read what you wrote before saying all those rubbish.
open your eyes bigger.
i just don't understand why some people act in this way.
if you think it's difficult then don't do it.
i'm just doing what i saw.
i'm okay, if you leave me out of this. i'm totally fine with it manx.
people really do change manx. change to giving those freaking attitude which i don't care.

and another thing, i really hate it when i'm always the last to find out.
if i never find out will if means that i will be kept in the dark until everything is done.

enough of all this.

i better wished myself goodluck for cs2 interview tml.
i need to pull up my cs grades manx.
and i think i'm soon gonna receive a warning letter from sch alr.

finally shopping. sick.

finally i'm done with bcs and cs2.
only left with cs2 interview, hope i can do well or at least ans some of her qns.
bcos my cs2 seriously sucks like a lot.

and finally my long-awaited shopping trip arrived.
managed to find 2 dress. happy. but i still wanna find one, but then no time.
and finally went to re-perm which is expensiveeee.
no money alr. and i'm kind of not really satisfied with the perm.
but what's done cannot be undone.

i'm feeling real sickk now. i wanted to skip sch but there's geogtt test tml which luckily don't have to study for it. just try my luck then can alr.
okay, i'm off to bed now. byeee.

here here

it's been a week since i blogged.
anyway, it has been so busy for me.
tests and presentations.
so finally, psycho is done with presentation and test which sucks.
i spent so much time memorizing psycho but in the end i still make stupid mistakes which i hate myself for that. arghh. somehow, my efforts have gone down the drain.

i don't have time for cs summative test and bcs test. looks like i will die for sure.
i know i shld stop whinning and start studying. but i'm very tired.
i will watch WGM then off to bed.

2 days never online alr leii.

woah, record holder.

went for SSM briefing today.
and now i can alr imagine the nightmare alr.
seriously, SSM sucks.
ah, yes. why am i in this course?
i didn't want in the first place. no choice also.
ahh, i don't know what is expected for the module.
and it seems scary to the mexico.
i hope i survived through this module manz.

and yes it's alr decided that my clique is all choosing Malaysia.
hope we get the same departure date.
next week will know alr.
and we are as kiasu as always when it comes to this kind of first come first served thing.
we count by seconds one hor.
XS is super fast, she broke the Guinness world record of 22 seconds.
amans 27 seconds, Annas 30 secs, me 40 secs. and mich not sure. ahahaha.
so we are always kiasu in this kind of thing.
pray hard i'm the same departure date with clique. =]

oh oh oh oh, snsd new song niceee.

educational trip

role-play yesterday it was okay. i sure got no mood to role-play. feel nausea all the time.

there's many many projects yet to be done.

ahhh, yesterday went for the compulsory educational overseas trip briefing.

there's 3 destination, JAPAN, MALAYSIA & SINGAPORE!!!
wth lorhx, when i saw JAPAN damm happy but when I saw the price then i could only say goodbye Japan. Japan freaking cost 3000dollars. i went to check my PSEA bal which is zero dollars left.
so there' nothing left for me to deduct. wth. why can't my PSEA bal be like 2000 like Annas like that. sigh. having money is sure an important thing manzx. money can buy everything!!!

so i think i'm going to kota kinabalu, Malaysia which cost like 750dollars.
that's what i can afford. thanks mummy&daddy.

i think clique is choosing Malaysia too. =] ^^

Shinee coming to Singapore. awwww, Onew.

1st

ahhh, i realised i have many things to finish by this week.
and CS2 that reflection thingy is due this friday.
econs grp proj must be done but this week. ahh.
and my psychology grp will be the first to present after drawing lots.
okay, i think it will be good, since we are the first, everyone shld be lenient when asking questions right?

today presentation was so okay. fri OB role-play. i duno if the effect will be good or not.
AHHH, there's an educational overseas trip but i'm not sure if it's complusory. damm sian.

i need to go slp alr. oops, my blog post are getting very wordy and boring.

sch sux

arghh, now have to save even more for skinny alr. bcos of his ears infection.
i hope it will recover asap.
anyway, last Sat brought skinny to vet after noticing that his ears is bleeding.
and seriously, that vet suck to the core with his sarcasticism and no balls attitude.
okay, maybe just suck at that attitude but skinny ears seems to be getting better alr.
still have to monitor before i can say anything else.

and mich is finally back. YAY. so we have to start econs project alr. next week due liao, and i havent started anything yet. there's many things to be done manzxzx.

today reached sch early in the morning at 0930am. to hog on the sch printer for like half an hr.
then projects. my damm ulcer is killing me. thanks Annis.

okay, i need to end here now. byeeee.

busy busy

okay, finally next week mich will be back in sch.
our econs proj not started yet while Annas grp alr finishing soon.
we are lagging behind. and finally done with the econs article.
then we gonna rehearse for our presentation alr. at least this sem we are not that rush alr. never do last min work.
wah, there's like so many presentation and after presentation will be overloaded with lots and lots of test in a week.

what i'm looking forward to is after summative test bcos then i can re-perm my hair.
like finally, my curl alr damm cui but then i scare later too curl alr.

and now having the permission to keep skinny means there will be a tighter budget for me.
first, have to spend money on his microchip and license which is likee over one hundred.
then his grooming and his food. okay, have to sacrifice a lot of things for skinny. no choice, i rather keep skinny then give him away.

omggg, WGM is damm addictive. ga-in and jokwon. niceeee. we fell in love.

stress???

today psychology tutorial was about stress, after that lesson i was thinking hard.
i'm i really stressed out by schwork???
i'm not always seen studying or dng work.
but i'm always seen breaking down when exams is very near or project deadlines are near.
ya, this is what happen when you don't plan your time well enough.

and and i'm so worried about cs2. my resume seems like badly done.
i just wanna pass. and next week will be the first presentation alr.
arghhh, too long never presentation alr. i think i will get nervous.
more presentataions will be coming my way.
psychology presentation seems scary without familiar faces ard.

and that YOG is really a problem for me. in the first place i shouldn't signed up at all.
stupid me.

and there's this guy opp my block is damm irritating and i think the help that we call for isn't helping at all. is like wasting what we have paid for? doing nothing and dragged for a long time before they came???
okay, i shouldn't say so much.

i shld go to bed alr. nights.

oh yes.

i think we will be able to keep skinny liao. damm happy.
anyway, for this week, i just dread staying at hm. bcos renovation works i gng on at my neighbour house.
i feel super suffocated. i don't know why. i think too weak alr.
even Zeus also cannot stand it manx. skinny is one steady guy. he don't care all the nosise ard him. he just continue sleeping.

should i say things are getting better???

friendsagain.

sian to the mexico!!!

okay, this sem is seriously coming to an end.
i can seriously sense it alr
the stress is graduating coming to me.
many deadlines are arriving and tests are coming.
arghh, and to my horror, the BCS lecture that i skipped every thurs will have an END SEM TEST!!! ahhh, i don't know any of the theories at all.
i don't understand anything. or rather, i don't know what's happening for the lecture.

okay okay, i've dragged my microecons individual project for quite some time alr.
i shld start dng now soon. and hor my individual blog critique too.
AHHHHHH, role-play.

life is so boring.

locked.

the microecons articles are super difficult to find even though the criteria are getting easier and easier alr.

okay, i think i shall start doing them now if not no time liao. sian ttm.

pleasereadeverywordcarefully. misunderstandingsjustariselikethat.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

YAY!!!!
it's finally a new year.
HAPPY 2010 EVERYONE.

hope that 2010 will be a better year than 2009.
fruitful shopping day for me. ahahaha.
fireworks was great, night skies brightened up by fireworks.
ahahaha.

i'm off.