best bird-day !!!!

bird-day from family. <3

prezzies from clique!!!

yes yes yes, i think this is the best bird-day ever had. =]

i thought it's gonna be boring bcos has to attend lessons from 9am all the way till 6pm.

clique has really done a good job from hiding from me ah. completely tricked.

anyway, i want to THANKS CLIQUE. for the surprise that they prepared for me.

and they bought me something that i longed to buy.

thanks XUESHEN, AMANDA, MICHELLE & ANNAS!!!

i'm glad to find friends like all of you. =]

thanks Joanna clique for that bird-day song.

thanks everyone who wished me regardless in sch, fb, msg or calls.

you made my day. loves aplenty to clique*** super touched and happy.

[though all of you may not see it except amanda] ahahahaha.

THANKS EVERYONEEEEE. and now bird-day has ended.

again and again.

ahh, i'm always regretting my decisions made.
i was so confident on monday that i will enjoyed these cds that i chose myself.
Wednesday had my jap lecture and psychology tutorial, they were great.
the problem was i couldn't understand a word that my jap lecturer was speaking.
she isn't speaking jap but eng. and she was also my tutor.
after attending psychology tutorial i felt that this cds suits me. everything was great.
i thought everything would turn out the same for jap tutorial.
but i'm wrong, totally wrong. not everything in life will turn out as you think it will be.
i totally think that i don't even fit in that class. i'm just like the odd one out.
everyone seems to alr have the basics and they speak jap so well. i'm looked so stupid with them. i can't speak well enough and that didn''t seems enough troubles for me.
there were only 3 girls including me. and they didn't seems to accept me into their grp.
throughout the 2 hrs, i was thinking so hard, shld i go the change my cds??? or shld i just bear with it???
after that one and a half hr of waiting, i've alr decided to change to world issues.
different people have different views, some people dropped world issues, some people wanted to and i'm those people who wished to add world issues.
it was after flipping through Anna world issues book that i think i like this cds. but there was no vacancy left and that's it.
yeah yeah, i dropped jap and left with psychology only. so when the others finished taking their cds in yr 2, but i will still be stucked with my cds till yr3. yes, i'm now different from the others.
but it isn't the outcome that i expected or did i want it to happen.
this just sucks.
i'm aware of the stress in yr2 and yr3. but i needed to make a decision to let myself feel happy.
let's just take 1 step at a time. when the time for yr3 to arrive then i shall learn to handle the stress.
yes, some people might think that i'm giving up way too easily.
i'm just giving up with just a very small obstacles infront of me.
there are hundreds over students who chose jap but why i am the one who gave up.
others continue their journey and strive harder. but i just gave up.
yes, maybe i'm giving up really way too easily. i do admit that.
i can't even overcome the obstacles.
i'm not strong enough, i'm just not strong enough to handle the stress yet.
this stress is unusual. i never felt this way before. it's too scary.
i'm sure i will find my way and learn to handle them better in these 3 yrs.
i've alr proved myself right in secondary sch.
i need to just proved it right again in yr3.

thanks amanda for accompanying me. =]

yipeee. happy.

okay, i'm damm glad that i went to sch earlier. ahahaha.
initially we went to the wrong location. it was super lucky that we make it in time.
we were like the first 12. ahaha. i'm number 11. lucky 11.
anyway, now i'm more looking forward to sch bcos i DROPPED public speaking!!!
and i ADDED psychology and jap. damm cooool. i like our cm. hhas.
so now i'm happy. ahahaha.
i'm in the same tutorial grp and lect with Cheryl for psychology.
and same lect grp as amanda for jap. tutorial i'm alone, hopefully there's nice nice people. ahaha.

anyway, after adding two cds. my timetable is now.
monday- 1pm-7pm
tuesday- 9am-4pm
wednesday- 9am-6pm
thursday- 1pm-2pm
friday-9am-5pm.

i don't like the 7pm.

sch sucks. ahsie. relatives.

chun-li. cute right?

bird-day presents from ahsie.

ohmy ohmy ohmy, damm sian. it's alr 9plus. tml have to wake up early to go sch.
i thought i could like slp till 9am, but received a msg from xs telling us to meet at 8.20am for our cds stuffs. when our lessons start at 1pm. omg omg, tml shall sleep at the library alr.

i'm still thinking whether to change public speaking or not. super vexed over this. shall see tml.

anyway yesterday metup with ahsie, i posted the pics of the prezzie that she gave me. bcos it's really cuteee and nice. it's a d.i.y gift by her, her second sister-in-law, her mum and her sis.

i love the gift. the efforts that she put in. THANKS A LOT. i'm happy and surprised to received this gift. and SORRY for being late. =]

yeah, had a little talk with lixuan tooooo. like very long never saw her alr. ahahaha.

and today i spent my whole day in the room watching baby bonus. if not sch re-open no time liao.

bird day

yes, finally i sent out kallis presents.
i'm waiting for my bird-day to come. i need ka-ching badly.
but when sch re-open, time for shopping will be greatly reduced.

ahhhhh, now the thought of gng home at seven is dreadful.
had a talk with MrsLing, it was somehow good. at least what she's say is meaningful and useful to me.

i seriously always regret the decisions that i made.
this time is public speaking, i don't understand what was i thinking when i clicked "public speaking" as my second choice for cds. wth.
it's damm contradicting, when you don't like presentations but you chose a cds which every tutorials will be having presentations. omg omg, i don't feel good right now. i'm with no one from 09. this isn't something good for me.

i just hope time can stop moving. i don't want monday to comee, oh pls. i dread wed to come.

i shall enjoy myself tml. the last day to enjoy before sch re-open. god damm it.

time-table out!!!

watched ch8 show on ASD that day. seriously, the dogs over there are more pitiful than the dogs over at SPCA. so i shall find a day to go over there to ASD to volunteer. =]

and finally my time-table is out. i love this time-table bcos it's better than last sem. i've only got 1 day that sch ends at seven.[omg, it's gonna be damm late when i reached home] and on thurs, i go to sch at 1pm and go home at 2pm. like so cool man.
and my CDS is Public Speaking. ahahaha. like nobody same as me. omgggg. hope i can do well ah. i wanna try out transnational studies next time. okay, i have to end alr. cos some very-old-baby keep nagging me for the computer alr. =]

sch gonna start soonn. like sian. but nvm, week 1 no tutorials except cds and cs.

SS501 and shopping.

woohoo, the feeling is damm good when you finally get to do some long hrs shopping. and seriously, it has been a long time since i shop at orchard. ah, it's feel so great. hhas.
and you know what, we went to orchard at 9plus and all stores are still closed then we shop till 8pm. hhas. but we are not crazy, we accompany sis boyf for his lasik surgery. hhas.

and these few days, i've been staying at hm and glued to my laptop screen. i'm now crazy over SS501. like woohoo, after watching WGM for a few days, i'm crazy over KIM HYUN JOONG. i used to say he is not handsome but now he is damm handsome. hhas. so sad, they withdrew from this show alr.

Junior came to my hse to stay over for like 1 night. hhas. the feeling of having 2 dogs at home was great. Zeus was super good to Junior, he played ball with him and give in to him. like, big brother. hhas. =]

i'll be sending Siiri prezzies on thurs. hhas.

PHOTOS.

enthus!!!

fuji instax camera. coool. =]

junior slping in Zeus bed.

CEO- wannabe.

can see the size differences. ahahahaha.

i think they unhappy with each other.

like daddy and son. ahahaaha.

so i have finally managed to upload some pictures. i didn't upload some super overdue pictures.

but i wanna upload Angel vid. damm cute dog. hhas. i shall upload when i got the time. hhas.

so yesterday went out with ahyun, she bought her fuji instax camera. damm coool. can play with it liao, but the film ex. hhas. andi also finally found what i want after like for a very long time. hhas. yay, my ear-studs are here. ILOVEMUMMY. she's the best. woohoo. =]

sch gonna re-open very soon. i wanna extend my holidays like what Pearline wanted to.

i havent finish Siiri prezzies. need to send them by next week.

and i pray that my time-table for next sem will be better, i wanna released earlier. ohplease.

major changed.

yeah, went to take my pay yesterday. hhas. shopping must also think wisely with this amt of money only.
and then went for enthu bbq, i'm so sry san. i have to leave like quite early. but it was good afterall. but nvm, i will be dating ahsan and ahsie like real soon. ahaha.

today spca celebrates the whole animal day. there were many woof woof. hhas. toby nails was damm long ah, now my legs have so many scratches, very ugly leii. nvm, wait for them to heal. hhas. aiya, today flea market cancel liao. damm sad.

oh ya, junior came to my hse yesterday, Zeus was damm emo. i think he jealous ah. but junior is damm cute and hyper. damm cuteeee.

okay okay, i'm super duper lazy to upload any pics. i shall get some pics of bbq and junior with Zeus. if not my blog like words and words and words alr.

ah, i'm not getting my lomo anymore.
okay, i have to end here now. time to walk my Zeus. =]