Life

I wanna go back to study but the money issues is stopping me and I'm rlly lazy to research as well or rather I'm so afraid of making the wrong decisions. Like spending money and studying the wrong things. I'm so scare of failing with my current English standard like I can't understand what's the lecture is all about.

Been meeting Jojo quite frequently and last Saturday she brought out her instax. Our first Polaroids tgt.

And gifts from Turkish Airline. So proud of myself that I made the reservations my self chase payment myself and now I have gifts for myself. Thanks to the not so helpful people. Yay.

On a side note: I rlly wanna to go bkk agn this time round with amd. I'm gonna try my very best to persuade my parents plus sisters.

Cruelty in the working world

I always thought that Wah this colleague is rlly nice towards me etc. but I realized they say things behind my back well I also heard them talking bad about some other colleagues as well.

So I have decided to be fake as well.

And I'm soooo proud of myself. Yesterday was a rlly suay day for me. Making countless mistakes and the fucking DM has to pick on me non-stop, sales manager as well.

Was at the verge of crying and usually I will rlly cry out. But yesterday I thought to myself, no I'm not gonna show people my weak side and no they are not worth my tears and no I'm not gonna get angry with such people. And so I managed to stop myself from crying. It's like I'm finally braver and tougher.

Childish

Omgg I swear I'm addicted to play nation alr luh!! All the games is damm nicee. And it's pretty worth it leh. Like 4hrs for $12.50++. I realized I'm damm childish because I enjoy such games a lot. I have like so many arcade cards.

My money is spent on bowling,arcade and now playnation.

I need to grow up.