No.more

Hehehehe okay people the emo is gone.

After listening to some friends, i realized its may really be a hassle to invite people to birthday celebrations.

Idk what to do etc...so

I rather attend one. Which will be jojo birthday.

So i will spend my birthday with people who go and extra mile to celebrate for me. Why invite people right, when people might not even wanna celebrate for me. Inviting them is like forcing them. so people who really wanna celebrate will do that for me. doesnt matter its advance or belated. Ya thats all i wanna say.

So peace people.

A month of work

So next week marks the first month of working as Reservations agent. Well, I can't 100% say things smooth sailing for me because I still do get ignored like 7 out of 10 times when I talk. While my qns getting ignored would be 9 out of 10.

Hmm but well slowly getting the hang of my work. The qns I'm asking reduced a bit and yes don't get bothered with such things. But well, at times when the biased treatments is so goddam obvious it's difficult for me to feel okay. I just feel sad about the fact why can't I be treated the same way, does the problem lies with me.

It's the same outside my work life. Contemplating whether should I go ahead with a birthday celebration. Because I don't know how many people gonna attend. Or rather idk who to invite. The number of people that I truly think they will turn up are less than ten. I guessed its all my problem. I'm not outgoing enough. Or should I say I'm not important enough to any of my friends. I'm always treated as an option.

But for now, I'm sure I have at least two friends I can count on. Thank you for always listening to my rantings.

On a happy note, yah I'm gonna booked a hotel room a day before my birthday with Ms Giant. Hahaha. No matter what I'm gonna booked one to pamper myself and of course comfort my lonely soul. I'm already looking fwd to it. Hopefully jojo gets to book the room for me. ;)

Shall upload photos some other time.