Life

I wanna go back to study but the money issues is stopping me and I'm rlly lazy to research as well or rather I'm so afraid of making the wrong decisions. Like spending money and studying the wrong things. I'm so scare of failing with my current English standard like I can't understand what's the lecture is all about.

Been meeting Jojo quite frequently and last Saturday she brought out her instax. Our first Polaroids tgt.

And gifts from Turkish Airline. So proud of myself that I made the reservations my self chase payment myself and now I have gifts for myself. Thanks to the not so helpful people. Yay.

On a side note: I rlly wanna to go bkk agn this time round with amd. I'm gonna try my very best to persuade my parents plus sisters.

Cruelty in the working world

I always thought that Wah this colleague is rlly nice towards me etc. but I realized they say things behind my back well I also heard them talking bad about some other colleagues as well.

So I have decided to be fake as well.

And I'm soooo proud of myself. Yesterday was a rlly suay day for me. Making countless mistakes and the fucking DM has to pick on me non-stop, sales manager as well.

Was at the verge of crying and usually I will rlly cry out. But yesterday I thought to myself, no I'm not gonna show people my weak side and no they are not worth my tears and no I'm not gonna get angry with such people. And so I managed to stop myself from crying. It's like I'm finally braver and tougher.

Childish

Omgg I swear I'm addicted to play nation alr luh!! All the games is damm nicee. And it's pretty worth it leh. Like 4hrs for $12.50++. I realized I'm damm childish because I enjoy such games a lot. I have like so many arcade cards.

My money is spent on bowling,arcade and now playnation.

I need to grow up.

BKK

A super late post about my trip to bkk with the fam!!

So did so very last minute research of where we wanna go. I'm a lousy planner I must say due to last min preparation.

So my main purpose of going bkk is massive shopping so I have to say I bought a lot of loots but still not stoa ford with the amount I bought.

First stop was Chinatown, nothing much luh just those rlly cute plush toys. And had some street food where the after effect was vomiting.

So we went to the few major shopping areas like Mbk where there's Naraya the bags there is omgg super affordable. But regretted not buying more.

We went to Platinum mall which we thought that would be the place where I will get to spend a lot but NO. The clothes was kinda expensive. But I still love the set of clothes I bought its rlly unique design which I never thought I would actually buy smth like that.

Siam Square- all my fav style of clothes. Didn't buy a lot because I thought I need to save some for other shopping. Another regret.

Pratunam market was so so but don't rlly feel safe over there.

And we went to Chatukcha market, the jeans there was omgg cheap I mean the shorts luh. Like those in bugis village they are selling at $12, over there it cost only $4sgd. So I bought about 10 shorts in total.

And cheap shoes omggg, the moustache shoes that is sold at twenty over dollars in Singapore but its only S$6. Rlly affordable right?!

And of course some sightseeing, we went to a temple and then floating market where the admission tix is S$40. But worth it for an experience. Like its rlly cool to sit down on a boat and you get to shop along the way right.

Tried tuk tuk and I must say I will only take once for experience caused its rlly hot and stuffy and I don't feel safe at all.

Lastly my accommodation at Spmerset Lakepoint. It's pretty good I love this place. It's ten mins walk to the bts(mrt).

So I must say I will visit Bangkok again. The only hiccups for the trip is my high fever that lasted for two days.

PARKROYAL on Pickering

Had our 3days2nights stay at Pickering. It's a stimulation stay for the staff since the hotel is not yet open for business. It's a try for all the newly team to get themselves ready for the real game soon.

The dinner and breakfast buffet spread wasn't a lot and I was made to wait for some time because there wasn't any seats available. Well it's the first time I've encountered such problem, so I wrote my feedback hopefully they will improve on this.

The rooms were really nice despite being the most basic category. I love the Deluxe rooms, it comes with bathtubs. Omggg. Damm nice luh.

And we went to xinxin 21st birthday party with Ruby. Thanks xinxin for the invitation and hopefully she will love the presents that we've got for her. It was a little awkward with all the HTML-ers as well. You know the I don't know you and I'm now standing in the middle taking photos with xinxin. Okay luh but it was still fun~~

After the check out, met up with Jojo. Heard a shocking news from her. Something which she has not tell anyone yet except Isabelle and me. Hope she will be strong. And we didn't make it for the warehouse sales because Jojo fainted. She couldn't withstand the stuffy environment. I must say I was in shocked I didn't know what to do. When I help her to the stairs I thought she was fine already but then she black out again and just fell on the floor. Didn't had enough strength to help her out so I kept calling her name to ensure that she was still conscious. Had to run around and buy her something to drink but dammit used up all my coins yesterday so I had to go back to the warehouse sales and ask people for cash. I'm rlly grateful to the two girls who gave me the coins.

But I'm sure after today's incident, it has made us closer.

MYS

So I read about the news regarding MYS that is Mdm Yap Shelter. A shelter for many furry friends. A shelter where I once volunteer for, a shelter where I still wants to return to see my furry friends.

Tears just rolled now when I learnt that the owner is closing down the shelter due to insufficient funds. I've never had an good impression of the owner, that's the reason why I had started helping there because of her irresponsibility. But also thanks to her that I met all different kind of furry friends which I will never get to meet the same kind again.

As I'm typing, I'm holding on to my tears. Many people won't be able to understand how I feel. Because you never know how this little friends led their lives before. The innocent lives brought to earth by the selfish bastards who breed them.

Whenever I thought of the how these little friends got bonded with me just make me feel sad and guilty. I've only volunteered for a short period of time there, but yes, I did went back but the owner refused to let me in. All I could do was peeped them through the far fences to let them know I'm here. The dogs are now relocated to other shelter while some future are still uncertain, the fierce and unagressive ones have a bleak future.

I will never forget Godfather, the fierce and aggressive dog where none dare to go near. Being the first to enter the cage and cleaning the place for him. Having him to remember who I am even after I go back after quite sometime.

Pearl and Duke the cute and shy pair of siblings who only play with us. Bongo the injured dog whom I tended his wounds. Scrappy the always trying to gongxi gongxi dog. Skittles, Juno, Sharky etc. all the really adorable yet brave buddies.

They taught me valuable lessons. Though they led a terrible life before, but they were strong enough to hang on. They still believe in us humans after what we did to them. Thank you buddies. I believed things will definitely get better for you. Till we meet again.

I shall find ways to visit my buddies separately. And I really sorry for posting something so sad for my first post for 2013!

HAPPY 2013

Yay people, I countdown at Marina Bay spending 28 bucks on it. But wo cares that's my first time attending such event. It was erm okay. I was literally crazy screaming and dancing along while sissy and giant watched me go crazy.
I love the atmosphere of counting down with many people and fireworks appearing right in front of my eyes. Like I don't have to squeezed my way through.

And the aftermath, a terrible sore throat and non stop coughing.

My 2013 resolution: to apply for part time study, to find a better paying job(considering), and everyone around me be happyyyyyyy.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODYYYY! Lets learnt our lessons from 2012, move on and make 2013 a awesomeeeee year.

Be happy, stay healthy.
Don't bear any grudges and don't gossip.
Look forward to new challenges and be rewarded with exciting outcomes.
Be yourself and find the awesome you.
Stay positiveeeee and throw all unnecessary unhappiness from 2012 behind because 2013 is here and we have to be happy every single day. Cherish themmmm. <3 p="p">
To all ants, lizards,cockroaches,spiders,insects, etc (if there's any of them) in my house, it's a brand new year a brand new start so please start moving out my house and find another place to live. I can recommend you my neighbour's place. Hahahaha. ^_^