soft-hearted

seriously am i too soft-hearted?!

in my previous post, i was ratting about how this person treated me but now it seems that i've forgiven her after she gave in!

started talking to her like normal when i knew she lost her phone.

but seriously i'm not the type of person who can act like nothing has happened when in actual fact something has indeed happened.

i've this strong urge to reason it out with her.

but sister say it's better not.

BUT don't you think that it's alr awkward enough?!

it's like there's alr a crack and you can't pretend that you can't see the crack and the crack will disappear right?

sigh i'm at a lost now.

Amd & Bris has been supporting thru this! reaally thanked them a lot.

anyway work has ended so now i'm super freee.

i wanna go pet shelter one more time. who wanna go with me? i'm sure my pet shelter kakee XS will definitely wanna go with me. AHAHAHa.

oh i wanna sing K too. so i'm gonna find my Joanna! we have been saying this since last sem.

i wanna shop badly too but i need money.

so today woke up early to bring furkids for wagging tail competition but unfortunately, this time round there were too many strong competitors, there were a total of 21 dogs participating. like OMG. anyway at least get to bring furkids out which is like a rare chance.

p.s i've realised the amount of vulgarities that has come out from me has tripled since i entered poly. i don't understand why. people are enjoying their poly life but why i don't seems to enjoy at all?

btw now i no longer cared about gng to which class anymore since i'm alr used to being alone this sem. ahahaha. but i sure do hope that i get my fair share of happiness in my last sem of poly life before my internship! =]

oh ya photos that i've posted here seems to be so big! since they are uploaded using my itouch.

Quarrels

Okay recently i'm relying on Amd too much! I mean like in terms of ratting to her! I hope she don't mind! Have been like a nuisance!
Anyway it's has been a long time since i quarrel with a friend. Like seriously, what i hate most is when people show me attitude or throw their temper at me! and she did both! It's like `hey you are unhappy with the other person and you start showing attitude towards me' and i was like treated like some dog because you don't want me to help other people! Hello there was no customer and you are only a leader!
And when someone wanted to treat us, i didnt forced that person with a guy or what!! I alr told him nevermind, joking with you only! But he insist, so i went ahead to buy, AND i chose all sorts of flavours those that i don't like! I only ate one the rest were shared among the rest!! And you freaking say i'm ridiculous! Come on larhx what is wrong with my actions!
You shld be the one who shld reflect on ur actions.
And i don't think i will be easily giving in! I'm sorry but your words and actions have alr offended me!
What i owed you i will pay you back!!! I'm not like anyone who allow you to throw your temper at!! Beryl!! Thanks to her, talk with me thru out! If not i will be super bored!

工作

Okay work is okay but I really really hate to face people whom I dislike and still need to act friendly with them! So fake!
Anyway met a French customer yesterday and I'm not bad okay! I still Remb bonjour salut and thank you leh! Ahaha.
Skinny has fleas on his body, so now had a Terrible time! He's crying non stop and I can't sleep！看了就心痛

work started and it sucks having to work with people you dislike.

but i've been telling myself this: i'm only facing them for 9days.

the terrible 4 months i've also endured, and what happen if next time when i enter the working world, i meet people whom i dislike.

so now i'm learning to smile and talk to people though i don't like them at all. that's so HTM. ahahah.

anyway work yesterday was boring for me. sitting at the redemption counter and eating alone. but luckily sister came and had dinner with me, and also a free ride homeee. woohoo. this make up for the nasty day i had. =]

like a fool

spell to me F-R-E-E-D-O-M!!! yay, my anticipated holiday is finally here.

i'm gonna watch all my variety/dramas, gonna nua at homeee.

but work starting next week. i think if there's a chance to work at taka, i'l just go.

because the little money accumulates, so ya. and it's near tpy also.

but my work schedule seriously sucks like nobody business that kind.

i'm gonna be a loner for lunch & dinner alr. get used to it.

okay, i pet shelter this Friday!! OMG, i can't hide my excitement.

those furry fellows, they were my source of motivation and encouragement, whenever i feel sad or nervous. i missed them.

okay, i'm gonna i hope Amd like what i did!

on a sad note: i feel like a fool sometimes. sometimes it seems that friendships are being treasured.

at times i feel so much like a fool, it seems that i'm always the one putting extra efforts in maintaining a friendship yet the other person don't really appreciate it. then when i don't believed in any true friendship there comes another one. =[