sucks

FUCKKKKK!!
every new sem always sucks!!!
fucking hate the feeling of not knowing anyone in the class!
it's like NOT even ONE!
it's seems that i'm the only one who is alone.
i gotta try to be independent alr.
eat alone, go tutorial alone, laugh alone, talk alone....................
SIGHHHHH!

on a side note, i really wanna thanks everyone for their wishes.
and clique!!!! XS, though it's not like a very big celebration but these little acts really helps brighten my day!!
<3!!!

okay, i'm the lao-est in class now!!! =[

mys & wad

okay, have been gng to mys from monday till now!
will continue to go until friday!
i think i'm getting better at cleaning the kennels alr.

at least i managed to clean the 18 kennels by myself.
and of course my relationship with the giants are getting better too!|
the giants are wayyyyyy tooooo sweet alr.

anyway last Sunday went to ECP for the SPCA WAD!
Zeus took part in a tail wagging competition.
and to my surprised or rather all of us, Zeus won first prize!
so proud of him now. the Super Wiggly Waggle! =]

okay, i will not work for metro again! they sucks!

MYS

so i think i finally did smth good after living in this earth for 19 years!
went to MYS to volunteer my time!
the big dogs were really friendly despite those fierce looks, they have deceiving looks!
anyway MYS need monetary help, so people please do help.
let me know if you wanna help. if not the dogs and cats will have no place to stay alr.
gonna go agn for the whole of next week.

work tml which spells sian!
anyway last week work at taka was quite good.

i especially like the working hrs. short!

gonna go back and work at there agn next weekend!

gonna celebrate WAD with my dogs this Sunday at East Coast!
Zeus gonna take part in a contest. hope he wins!

gonna go eat and sleep alr. need to wake up early tml!

Skinny

it's gonna be a year since Skinny lived with us!
very big difference right?
before: without love and care!
after: with love & care!
aahhaha. i think the previous owner also cannot recognise Skinny alr!

no motivation

i think nowadays i'm very lazy to blog alr.
i'm kind of lazy to do.

YAY

I NEVER WANT TO BE IN THIS STATE AGAIN!

okay, it's holidays!!

the sad part is gonna change class agn AND freaking gng to Sentosa. i don't like.

missed sister, she's at hongkong.

and sister wedding on 31 oct. yay. like finally this old woman getting out of the hse.

Ssm is finally over! Yay. Working for baby fair now! Yes. After getting the pay i can go on a shopping spree! After exam need to look for jobs again. :) okay, there are many belated birthday presents.

super long no update

oops, it's super long since i updated alr.
anyway, my life has been rather mundane due to sch.
there's nothing interesting, like really!!
i'm glad all projects are done. like YAY.
and ssm is gonna end soon, another YAY.
but i hope i won't fail. PLEASE.
thanks people for those consoling words. =]
anyway next week is ssm project week, PLEASE COME TO SUGARLOAF AND SUPPORT ME!!!
<3>

study week is gonna be here like soon.
but i'm gonna work to buy my itouch. like finally.
i've been lacking behind for quite some time alr.
YAY. taka baby fair=$$$. =]

despicable me was nice. finally i get to watch movie and LOL!

ssm fuck

fuck fuck fuck!!!
i'm a freaking waiter for this week.
a position that i don't want at all.
i'm so dead, because i don't know the service flow.

and i hope this week, i get a better cab driver.
because. last week i told the cab drive to go TP and i was brought to NYP. that's a very big difference.
and it wasted my time. like a lot.

okay, people have been telling me that i have been complaining non-stop.
but too bad. this freaking ssm is occupying my mind.
i just want a pass. please.

hope this thurday will go smoothly. i don't wanna pull the team down. =[

SSM

ssm seriously sucks like nobody business.

first today i woke up at 4am to get ready. wanted to catch 5.3oam bus 8.

then i realised bus 8 first bus is only at 6am.

ended up taking a cab to sch and wasted waking up so early.

so today, my role as a host sucks.

i was very informal when i'm taking phone calls.

why am i such a failure!!!!

i fought hard for next week's post:cashier.

thinking back, i think i'm quite bad.

i'm like making the headwaiter life bad.

but i'm wrong. i did the right thing. headwaiter didn't gave clear instructions.

okay, i'm still a little bad!!

i'm sorry amanda.

M'sia Trip

the waterfall!!


double rainbow

the cool weather.

failed.

i'm super lack of sleep but after sleeping for like 16hrs i feel better now.

but coughing until like shit.

anway, holiday gonna end soon! i'm sad.

but i enjoyed the Sabah trip. done many many things for the first time.

saw fireflies, double rainbow, monkey mating, trekking, canopy walk, waterfall with free fish spa[ahahaha], rafflesia[though i think i kena scam rm15].

everything was fun except for those uni visit and talks which was boring.

our tour guide was good.

i missed my hotel teevee bcos there's world cup.

i kind of miss Sabah, bcos that's my holiday!!!!

UPDATE

Bonjour. French student must speak some french one, like trois + trois = six
OOPS, i think this blog needs some cleaning. it's so dusty alr.
SSM is always the one contributing to my stress and depression level.
proficiency test one was a total messed. practised so much in the end, still end up doing badly.
think back, i should not panic this much. i freaking lost a lot of marks because of careless mistakes.
i think i failed the test alr. i counted myself, i got around 40+/100.
buck up on my grooming, tutor observations alr. because proficiency test sure gone case one.

on a side note, though SSM is really stress but i get to meet many many nice people.
of course, nice tutors. not all are that bad.
i've been wasting money. i spent 22$ for one pathetic MC for BOE. tutor sucks.

anyway, holidays are like finally coming. i'm super looking forward for the edu trip to Malaysia.
okay, i'm very tired alr. tml still need to work leh.

i'm really thankful for everyone support these days.
thanks xs, joanna, anna,amd, mich, annas !!!!!

update. my life just sucks.

i don't know what bad things i've done.
it's like a retribution.
i don't feel good. i'm super depressed.
SSM is scary to me.
i don't want to repeat this module.
but i don't know what to do.
i'm helpless, proficiency test is next week and i still can't carry the plates.
i'm very scared i will fail.
i've no confident at all.

first week of year 2

i survived SSM. i'm super proud of myself for carrying 3 bricks.
okay. that's was very little. most people carried like 5 bricks.
i wonder whether i can survive the rest of the lessons.
of course, my tutor was a super nice one.
the proficiency test seems very scary to me.

i seriously hate my course.
waste so much money.

Zoo

Went to the zoo today. It was super hot so everyone were rushing. I dun tink they enjoy. But i did. Didn't take photos at all. i'm super tired but wanna finish watching Barca match first. Valdes is a super good goalkeeper.

Anyway, must thanks amd a lot. Love her ttm. =]

sch starting liao, sian cos nid to get a jab for ssm. I'm damm scare of the jab. Faint.

And yay, f21 items came.

a week

oops, holiday come and end very fast.
wahh, i think i'm gonna faint soon.
bcos i need to get a jab for ssm, thus ssm officially sucks ttm.

anyway, i finally bought a pair of slippers and finally find my romper.
my timetable just sucks.
did i say i decided to take 2 cds this sem. YES.

gonna find friends that i know.
psy was a nightmare alr.

i'm in 2H11. sadded.
i wanted to at least be in the same class as cliqueeee.

gonna change my cds on monday.

today went out with cliqueee, watch movies.
and amanda enlightened me. ahaha. THANKS AMD.
I LOVE AMD. =]

EL CLASICO

stayed up yesterday night to watch EL CLASICO.
ahahaha, Barca is a better team than Real. ahahaha.
Valdes is my new idol. ahahaha.

woots.

okay, i've been trying to stock up those cheap cheap shorts whr i can wear it to sch.
ahahaha, mummy has been very nicee to buy like one or two of those shorts for me.
though it's cheap but i still appreciate it.
since i'm not those rich kids who doesn't buy stuffs that is below 100dollars.
to some people, 80plus for an item isn't consider expensivee.
to me, that's spendthrift.
now i need for tops.


i'm forever into sales corner. ahahaha.

i need a new slipper for sch. ya, i'm very sloppy.


in a week sch gonna reopen alr. which is sian ttm.
i hope i get into classes with people i know. pleaseee.
and did i say my SSM uniform is ugly ttm.

i soooooo wanna alter the apron which is freaking long.
i think my apron can help sweep the floor alr.

seriously, i think people gonna laugh at me in that uniform.
those baggy pants with court shoes and the long apron.
FUGLY!!!!

f21 items pls arrive soon.

hard lines.

arghh, everyone got their pay but my pay was delayed.
so right now i'm still in the "broke" mode. ahahaha.

anyway, sisters and i have been discussing that we shld go exercise alr.
and finally today, we managed to go for a swim.
okay, i'm a total loser. seriously, it has been like 4 years since i last swim.
and i need to learn the proper way to swim.
okay, i like the a-bit tanned skin. ahahaha, it's not really tanned.
i don't know why, but all of the sudden i think i like tanned skin???
like a-bit darker skin tone. ahahaha. got to bring skinny for his injection later at night.
i can totally see my money flying away like right in front of my eyes.

i think i have been a super good girl. i've been accompanying mummy to market for a few days.
ahahaha. proud of myself.

and YAY-ness. Barca into semi-finals.

Universal Studio Part 2 photos

waterworld.


rapids adventure!

2 goats!!

all photos uploaded in fb. =]
going to zoo i think on the 17th apr.
meeting clique tml.
i'm freaking sry that they have to go budget because of me.