dog abused

i freaking don't understand why people just like to abuse dogs so much.

be it stray or at home!

like so many fucking asshole!

everywhere there is dog abuser!

i freaking cursed them, they shall die in an excruciating manner!

let them fucking suffer for a long time before they die!

asshOLE

dusty

neglected my blog for a long time alr yah!

the the past one year, my blog posts are filled with sadness and anger!

like in a state of depression like that.

HTM-ers are leading a life full of hardships, it's like one after another manxz.

but i guessed this is what that makes me grow!

i'm becoming stronger, braver.

like what Amd said, once i experienced it then the next time i won't feel anything alr.

my mood is seriously getting better. firstly, CNY is coming and secondly, this sem is coming to an end. woohoo.

and i've to say, i hope the new sem will be better, let me have some friends pleaseeeee!

miserable

i feel miserable. this is the first time i met people like you.

i'm not deaf i can hear.

i have feelings too, please spare a thought for me can?

i hope 2011 will be a better year for me yah!

advice

i need advice! i need to pour my sorrow!

dammit!

busy busy busy

i've realised life @ Sentosa is really hectic compared to TP.
we have lesser individual assignments!! i prefer exams than datelines which sucks big time i tell you. and worse of you are like a loner in the class.
but forget it at least i found one or two good classmates.
people say i have this walls up that prevent people from being friends with me.
yes, i do admit after like having those dao people and after you hear people gossiping about you.
and to say this, i kind of miss last sem classmates. they are like better.

and now i realised how important clique is to me!! they are like the greatest!
accompanied me for lunch, lectures and wait for lessons.
and of course i know i've been a very naggy friend.
i've been complaining non-stop to them about how terrible my life is now!
i'm so sorry that i've been like this. i think that has been quite irritating!

on a side note, i'm gonna go underwater world and pet shelter this friday!!
and on a sad note, i've proj meetings tml and my assignments are not done yet.

oh and ever since sis gotton married, i've been waking an hr earlier to bring furkids down!
i think it's good bcos i finally get some exercise walking with furkids! <3

LONER!!!

i really hate to go to school now!
i've got no friends in the class!
like what yolanda said, it's not that we don't want to make friends, it's people don't want to!
i'm always seen sitting ALONE in a row!
there isn't anyone who wants to sit with me in that row!

all other rows are filled up except mine!

i don't know how to survive this sem!
it's really difficult. much difficult than ssm. at least ssm i have friends ard. i have their support.
but now, i'm like the odd one out. people are in pairs.
i'm the only one without a friend.
all alone. i wanted so much to cry out loud. but i can't!!! =[ =[ =[

sucks

FUCKKKKK!!
every new sem always sucks!!!
fucking hate the feeling of not knowing anyone in the class!
it's like NOT even ONE!
it's seems that i'm the only one who is alone.
i gotta try to be independent alr.
eat alone, go tutorial alone, laugh alone, talk alone....................
SIGHHHHH!

on a side note, i really wanna thanks everyone for their wishes.
and clique!!!! XS, though it's not like a very big celebration but these little acts really helps brighten my day!!
<3!!!

okay, i'm the lao-est in class now!!! =[

mys & wad

okay, have been gng to mys from monday till now!
will continue to go until friday!
i think i'm getting better at cleaning the kennels alr.

at least i managed to clean the 18 kennels by myself.
and of course my relationship with the giants are getting better too!|
the giants are wayyyyyy tooooo sweet alr.

anyway last Sunday went to ECP for the SPCA WAD!
Zeus took part in a tail wagging competition.
and to my surprised or rather all of us, Zeus won first prize!
so proud of him now. the Super Wiggly Waggle! =]

okay, i will not work for metro again! they sucks!

MYS

so i think i finally did smth good after living in this earth for 19 years!
went to MYS to volunteer my time!
the big dogs were really friendly despite those fierce looks, they have deceiving looks!
anyway MYS need monetary help, so people please do help.
let me know if you wanna help. if not the dogs and cats will have no place to stay alr.
gonna go agn for the whole of next week.

work tml which spells sian!
anyway last week work at taka was quite good.

i especially like the working hrs. short!

gonna go back and work at there agn next weekend!

gonna celebrate WAD with my dogs this Sunday at East Coast!
Zeus gonna take part in a contest. hope he wins!

gonna go eat and sleep alr. need to wake up early tml!

Skinny

it's gonna be a year since Skinny lived with us!
very big difference right?
before: without love and care!
after: with love & care!
aahhaha. i think the previous owner also cannot recognise Skinny alr!

no motivation

i think nowadays i'm very lazy to blog alr.
i'm kind of lazy to do.

YAY

I NEVER WANT TO BE IN THIS STATE AGAIN!

okay, it's holidays!!

the sad part is gonna change class agn AND freaking gng to Sentosa. i don't like.

missed sister, she's at hongkong.

and sister wedding on 31 oct. yay. like finally this old woman getting out of the hse.

Ssm is finally over! Yay. Working for baby fair now! Yes. After getting the pay i can go on a shopping spree! After exam need to look for jobs again. :) okay, there are many belated birthday presents.

super long no update

oops, it's super long since i updated alr.
anyway, my life has been rather mundane due to sch.
there's nothing interesting, like really!!
i'm glad all projects are done. like YAY.
and ssm is gonna end soon, another YAY.
but i hope i won't fail. PLEASE.
thanks people for those consoling words. =]
anyway next week is ssm project week, PLEASE COME TO SUGARLOAF AND SUPPORT ME!!!
<3>

study week is gonna be here like soon.
but i'm gonna work to buy my itouch. like finally.
i've been lacking behind for quite some time alr.
YAY. taka baby fair=$$$. =]

despicable me was nice. finally i get to watch movie and LOL!

ssm fuck

fuck fuck fuck!!!
i'm a freaking waiter for this week.
a position that i don't want at all.
i'm so dead, because i don't know the service flow.

and i hope this week, i get a better cab driver.
because. last week i told the cab drive to go TP and i was brought to NYP. that's a very big difference.
and it wasted my time. like a lot.

okay, people have been telling me that i have been complaining non-stop.
but too bad. this freaking ssm is occupying my mind.
i just want a pass. please.

hope this thurday will go smoothly. i don't wanna pull the team down. =[

SSM

ssm seriously sucks like nobody business.

first today i woke up at 4am to get ready. wanted to catch 5.3oam bus 8.

then i realised bus 8 first bus is only at 6am.

ended up taking a cab to sch and wasted waking up so early.

so today, my role as a host sucks.

i was very informal when i'm taking phone calls.

why am i such a failure!!!!

i fought hard for next week's post:cashier.

thinking back, i think i'm quite bad.

i'm like making the headwaiter life bad.

but i'm wrong. i did the right thing. headwaiter didn't gave clear instructions.

okay, i'm still a little bad!!

i'm sorry amanda.

M'sia Trip

the waterfall!!


double rainbow

the cool weather.

failed.

i'm super lack of sleep but after sleeping for like 16hrs i feel better now.

but coughing until like shit.

anway, holiday gonna end soon! i'm sad.

but i enjoyed the Sabah trip. done many many things for the first time.

saw fireflies, double rainbow, monkey mating, trekking, canopy walk, waterfall with free fish spa[ahahaha], rafflesia[though i think i kena scam rm15].

everything was fun except for those uni visit and talks which was boring.

our tour guide was good.

i missed my hotel teevee bcos there's world cup.

i kind of miss Sabah, bcos that's my holiday!!!!

UPDATE

Bonjour. French student must speak some french one, like trois + trois = six
OOPS, i think this blog needs some cleaning. it's so dusty alr.
SSM is always the one contributing to my stress and depression level.
proficiency test one was a total messed. practised so much in the end, still end up doing badly.
think back, i should not panic this much. i freaking lost a lot of marks because of careless mistakes.
i think i failed the test alr. i counted myself, i got around 40+/100.
buck up on my grooming, tutor observations alr. because proficiency test sure gone case one.

on a side note, though SSM is really stress but i get to meet many many nice people.
of course, nice tutors. not all are that bad.
i've been wasting money. i spent 22$ for one pathetic MC for BOE. tutor sucks.

anyway, holidays are like finally coming. i'm super looking forward for the edu trip to Malaysia.
okay, i'm very tired alr. tml still need to work leh.

i'm really thankful for everyone support these days.
thanks xs, joanna, anna,amd, mich, annas !!!!!

update. my life just sucks.

i don't know what bad things i've done.
it's like a retribution.
i don't feel good. i'm super depressed.
SSM is scary to me.
i don't want to repeat this module.
but i don't know what to do.
i'm helpless, proficiency test is next week and i still can't carry the plates.
i'm very scared i will fail.
i've no confident at all.

first week of year 2

i survived SSM. i'm super proud of myself for carrying 3 bricks.
okay. that's was very little. most people carried like 5 bricks.
i wonder whether i can survive the rest of the lessons.
of course, my tutor was a super nice one.
the proficiency test seems very scary to me.

i seriously hate my course.
waste so much money.