hamham to vet and hamham rest in peace.

last thurs 10/1/2008.
brought hamham to the vet a vivo city and was told that hamham might have cancer.
and i finally know that hamham is a boy.
and the fee was $25.50, $20-consultation,$4-wash,$1.50-antiboitic.
the vet said to bring hamham back after 10 days.

a few days later hamham seems to be recovering ,i thought that hamham would be fine.
14/1/2008 hamham was so obedient when i applied medicine for him, and it seems so tired,sleeping.i think at that moment he was already going to die.
15/1/2008 in the morning i called hamham before i went to sch i tot he was still sleeping so i did'nt want to wake him up and i think he was gone by then.
but after 5 days 15/1/2008 in the afternoon,after sch,i wanted to feed and apply medicine for hamham.and hamham was so hard. hamham was dead.i cry for so long, from afternoon till night.

i felt so sad.i still have so many things that i wanted to buy for hamham.i was thinking that after cny i can buy the wheels,the bathroom and food.i regretted not buying all this for him.
everytime i saw hamham cage, i felt so sad.even though hamham was with me for only ard 8 mths.

i used to bring the cage to the room when my dad was smoking.that day when my dad was smoking i nearly stood up and bring the cage to the room, and it was then i realised hamham is gone.
some people might think that it's so stupid to cry for a hamster/small tink.
but to me, hamham is my everything.
it gives me my laughter and my happiness.
i kept thinking bout hamham this few days.i miss him a lot.
26/1/2008 i will be going to the mount pleasant to see hamham cremation.i think i will cry like hell.it's a private 1 and it cost $85.50.


to hamham: i know i should not be so selfish, i know euu are in pain.the cancerous cells might be stressing euu a lot.i know nothing that i do would help anymore.i just hope that euu will be happy after euu have gone.free of pain.
i love you hamham.R.I.P