freaking bitch. "POPCORN"

i think i passed English bahz. i think but is C6 liddat larhx.
my grades for mid-yr is terrible. not gud. combined sci dropped from A2 to B3, and i seriously think that Biology is difficult. cause i nearly failed this damm subject.
my maths sucks. freaking ass.

what is the real meaning of TRUE FRIEND?
i wonder how many TRUE FRIEND i can find in this world?
it makes me wonder why some people like to consider so people as their "TRUE FRIEND".
would euu choose a "TRUE FRIEND" who always only tells euu the words that euu like to hear?
OR
would euu choose a TRUE FRIEND who tells euu what is right and what is wrong?

would euu just blindly listen to what ur "TRUE FRIEND" tells euu, even if it is bad for euu?
if i were euu, i rather make my own decisions and not listen to those "TRUE FRIEND" !

we kept it from euu, euu feel hurt.
if we tell euu, euu will also feel hurt.
so what's the point of telling euu when even i tell or nv tell euu also feel hurt.
i'm helping euu to fell less hurt.
but someone just told euu this secret to make euu feel so hurt.
euu cried almost everyday, euu get so emotional so easily, and it is all because of HIM.
euu shld know ur stand, euu shld not go overboard.
there aren't many happy endings in such cases.
i know it is difficult to let go so easily.
but did euu try ur best to give up on him.
have euu counted how many times euu cried because of him.
we pour "cold" water on euu so many times, wanted to make euu give up on him.
but i dun understand why so people like to pour "hot" water on euu to change ur mind and make euu like him even more.
we can't promise anything. we doesn't want to promise anything, because we knew we can't keep to our promises that euu have made.
we have tried to ask euu to think about it, we tried to brain-washed euu.
but it didn't worked. bcos we are here busy trying to get euu off this mess while there are people who is also busy trying to push euu down further.
if euu dun do anything about it, how much we said would also be of no use.
it is all up to euu, please wake up.
we are trying hard to talk sense into euu.
pls dun let it come out, let it go into ur brain, okay.