Legoland

Yes so went to Legoland with fgc minus amd!!

Its a place rlly suitable for child. Okay but i have the guts of a child only. So the rides are scary for me. Look at the attached photo. My deformed face because the steep slope. Ya, i cannot take rides that accelerate down the steep slope. i can't even scream its like stuck.

Okay luh at least i got the chance to stepped into M'sian after quite some time.

Fulfilling

Okayyy so i just signed up for Zumba lessons~~

Hahaha can't wait manzx. My Zumba classes and yoga lessons. It make me feel better, at least I'm exercising i don't feel fat. Hehhehe.

My pay just came in and its gone alr. Because i need to save up for the bkk trip with da family. Its been a long time since we went overseas with da parents. Ya i need to pay for the accommodation. so i need to start saving now.

And I'm gonna make my first pair of monthly contact lens liao.

Everything needs money. Vitamin M is so impt to me.

P.s: i need a new pair of spects too.

Life

Take a look at the first photo! On the last day of the baby fair we are left with this amount of items left to sell!! Ya went to work for baby fair at expo. Kinda don't like it because I've got no friends working with me.

And look at the second photo, that's my ASOS shoes that I finally took it frm Huimin! ;) waited for damm long le.

This month gotta spend a lot manzx!!

And it's my birthday month le!! Hehehe! I wonder how many people will actually remember my birthday!! The ones who will make an effort to celebrate for me. Im not being greedy. I just wanna feel loved by people around me. Text message wishes just aint enough for me to feel loved.

Walkathon

Had my first Walkathon in my life. Hahaha. It was a super last minute decision. Like the day before at ard 7pm. Hahha. This is how steady me and Jeslyn is. We always make impromptu decisions.

But anw i pretty love walkathon since i cant run well. Hahaha. 5km was okay for me. We walked from Lavender mrt to Marina Barrage and it took me around an hour. Hahaha. Gonna participate more in such walks manzx.


Had Sakae Sushi buffet after the walk. To reward myself for waking up early. Hahaha.

And did i say my reservations at Studio M is confirmed. hahaha. Yay.

Work has been getting a lil better and better each day!! Have to say im a tad happier. ^_^ of course now and then my manager gets a bit of menopause. And life gets difficult.

On a side note, i rlly hate being the one who makes initiative to meetup with my friends. Like always that kind. It makes me think that these friends doesnt miss me at all.

No.more

Hehehehe okay people the emo is gone.

After listening to some friends, i realized its may really be a hassle to invite people to birthday celebrations.

Idk what to do etc...so

I rather attend one. Which will be jojo birthday.

So i will spend my birthday with people who go and extra mile to celebrate for me. Why invite people right, when people might not even wanna celebrate for me. Inviting them is like forcing them. so people who really wanna celebrate will do that for me. doesnt matter its advance or belated. Ya thats all i wanna say.

So peace people.

Spain, Barcelona

A country that i always wanted to go. It is now on my travel checklist.

My dream is to watch FCB play on the pitch.

problem is, my mum probably would never allowed me to go.

As well as the low exchange rates.

And yes i have not found a job yet. totally feel like a parasite.

A job

Its not that i dont wanna find a job but its so difficult to find a job that interests me. My bank savings is depleting which soon will go into a deficit.

Im into child/social work/animal but all these requires related diploma cert.

Other than these i dont have any interests or rather i do not hv any courage to take the first step to try.

I hate how i see people tweet abt gg to work etc but all im dng is staying at home trying to find a suitable job.

I hate myself at this very moment. The useless me!

updated: <3 my parents for their encouragement. after a talk with them i feel so much better! ^_^

Left out in da rain

okay gotta accept the fact. Work starts on Saturday because i needa help up for set-up.

Srsly i hope this time round there would not be any conflicts!