Merry Xmas

XMAS!!

escape.

skinny <3

some scholar studying with me.

Frodo, the fat dog.

presents from Siiri.

presents from Sigrit.

chocolates. caramel choco loves.

some hardworking student sprees.

this is what happened to my leg after gng to escape.

ahhh, this bruised is still there. very pain and ugly. wth.

anyway xmas gonna end soon. wanted to catch "alvin and the chipmunks" but nvm.

next wk, countdown then watch ah. ahahaha.

holidays ending like super soon...................i have to face people whom i don't wish to face.

attend lessons that i don't wish to attend, esp psychology.

and some ass face. shall endureeee.

microecons have not started yet. damm sian.

escape from reality!!!

heyo heyo, long time no blog.
anyway, my holidays are ending soon.
and seriously, i still have my BCS and micro project not done yet.
and this whole week will be occupied with many activities.
it's xmas, YAY.
picnic and shopping, woosh.

and today went Escape then arcade.
ahahaha, it's cool man.
play and play and enjoy my day.
great man.

and Sunday going Zoo. YAYness agn.
shall enjoy my last week of holidays.
monday-friday [ enjoyNESS ]

received my gifts from Siiri Kallis and Sigrit.
<3 them. HAPPYness.

upload photos sooooonnnnn. =]
gonna go slp, tml need to wake up early to go temple!!! [project]

be a responsible pet owner

firstly, if you wanna have a pet, PLEASE do not abandoned them.
having a pet need lots of $$$ and time and patience.
don't owned a pet because of novelty. it's stupid.
fcuk those who abandoned their pets.

secondly, my 2 weeks holiday is HERE, YAY!!!
but there's projects to be done which sucks and ruined my holidays.
anyway, tuesday will be a great day.
and i'm so gonna go to Sophia hse this holiday.
dogs gathering and FUN!!!

thirdly, so sry to AMANDA! you trusted the wrong person alr.
i didn't managed to help keep your Junior.

woof woof

sigh, mummy doesn't allow us to keep this dog. firstly, Zeus is super anti-social doesn't like this dog. Secondly, mummy felt that one dog is alr enough, two will caused her much trouble.

so now i'm finding a owner for this dog. super poor thing.

asshole owner who abandoned this dog. anyway i think we know who the owner is alr. fcuk him.

and people, STOP thinking that i'm abandoning Zeus. RIDUCULOUS.

and if you want to know if we don't want Zeus alr, then can just ask me don't need beat ard the bush or ask someone else to ask for you. it's stupid and pls GROW UP.

fcuk you. __

sad, ifeellikeimtheonethatiscausingyoutosuffer. i'm sry.

scolded

arghh, regretted. was scolded by mummy and sis for skipping psychology tutorial.
i've promised them that i will not skipped any of my tutorials agn.
yes, i will go alone even when C doesn't want to go.
super guilty.

anyway, today went to see doc alr. ate my headaches pills and feel sleepy.
busy weekend for me. mid-sem timetable is out. Only OB and Microecons is tested.
next week will be having lots of test, BCS, Psychology and Geogtravel.

and projects.
okay, off i go now to finish up my econs and ob tutorial.

super moody.

Wedding Bells Photos.

waiting for more pictures. =]

gonna see a doctor. headaches.

oomg, soo many test next week.

wanted to do my psychology tutorial IQ quiz but there's freaking 100 over qns to do.

i'm so sry, i didn't want to break promise.

Wedding Bells. =]

loves loves. =]

Congratz to Maverick&Mavis!!!!

shall pload more photos when i get them.

sian ttm.

damm sian manzxzxzx. didn't know that BCS project draft due this week.
and that's not enough, i totally forgot about CS2 mid-sem test.
YES, it's mid-sem test and I'm damm dumb, super angry with myself man.

and yes, i think it is confirmed that i will only be working for three days. bcos i have 3 test the following week. and as a very good girl, i must know what is more important for me right?
ya, so i think studies is important but money is also important so i don't work for a day.
chrysan replacing me. ahahaha. training on monday i think.

okay, enough of these shits. i have to go now and do my bcs.
super tireddd. psychology project finally got a grp liao. YAY.

do nth work

so yesterday wanted to go SAM but there's an event hence, we change to National Museum.
it was raining and i have difficulties walking and crossing the road. scream like hell when a car was like coming towards me. AHHHHHHHH. yes, it's friday 13th. LOL.

anyway today went to work for the APEC thingy.
like err, i did nothing for the whole 6hrs. and so i got $36 for doing nothing. ahahaha.
actually they expected like 300+ guests to come but in the end only like 10 guests come in to eat.
bcos outside alr got food liao. somemore is like much better food.
so ya, like something good. ahahahahaha.
but i don't think i will work agn for them. sian to the maxxxxx.
i don't look good with those formal wear and also i don't likee to be alone, no friends.

ya, will be working in Sitex. but i think i'm just gonna work for three days instead of four. bcos as a very good girl, i need to do my work.and mid-sem is coming on the 7 dec. whereas the Sitex is from 26-29dec. i love my timetable man.

photos.

we look like tourists.

SAM 8Q

got "arts" feel the stairs.

No gold in SAM 8Q.

trying to advert for this bk.

artistic feel. ahahaha.

the clock that work backwards.

everything is grey in this room.

xs,mich&annas. =]

amandaaaa. she want to take passport photo. ahahaha.

lifeblood. water that comes from Sg River.

trying to do some stunts.

some arts which i don't get it.

look like some buildings in Singapore????

a busy PA. ahahahaha.

yes yes, photos uploaded when we went to SAM 8Q. a total of 120 photos.

i think amandaaa love me to much alr. takeee so much un-glam photos of me which i didn't upload. ahahaha. okay, i only upload one. but mine shld be better than the busy PA Annas right? ahahahaha.

anyway, i love thurs man. bcos thurs is a self-declared holiday for me. ahahahaa.

yay, tml don't need go sch. fri CCN day, only got OB then off to museum SAM. after that go esplanade collect pass for APEC.

and i'm selected for the tunglok APEC work. though pay not a lot but better than nth. ahahaha.

can claim cab fares. hhas. cos working from 3pm to 12am. meeting clique to work if not i sure lost my way. busy busy.

psychology quiz is super difficult. like testing smth that i've not learned. took a long time to finish one quiz. and i'm still left with 2 quiz.

shall i work for sitex? like impossible bcos projects and tests. and mid-sem everything coming sia. so i think forget it bah.

yay, i'm a good-girl this sem, i did every of my tutorials.

okay gtg alr. still hv a lot of things to do.

procrastinating in progress.

although i have been trying very hard to be a hardworking student this sem but somehow weekend doesn't help to motivate me to do my homework at all.

i've spent the whole of today dng nth except watching teevee and vids.
ya, i've been telling myself to go and do my homework but still i'm unable to do it.

okay, i shall do my homework tml. ahahahahaha.
tiring and busy week.

ohya, yesterday went to SAM 8Q. i'm not a art person who can appreciate all those arts.
i feel so bad and guilty because all were so serious but i was like playing ard only.
ya, i tried to be serious and understand the galleries but you know when you go to a new place and you like saw many many new things ard you, it's quite difficult for me to fully concentrate.
but seriously, i didn't understand any of the galleries at all.
so what's the museum for? i really don't know.
okay, i promise to be more serious and understand what the museum is about.

i'm lookng-forward to the next stop =]

awwwww, losing passion for sch alr.
BCS a damm tiring lesson, after every lesson i feel exhausted.
and psychology tutorial never end earlier. always spent more than 2 hrs.

okay, i shall continue with my vids. and my phone gone alr.

Busy busy.

kay, gonna start doing projects alr and soon i will have to lugging my laptop again.
and for geogtravel need to visit 5 museums. gonna go SAM this friday.
so far, my workload has been quite light for me ah. i think bcos i only got 1 cds.
and received the yog volunteer email. i'm not sure i'm in or not bcos i remb i missed the chance to sign up that time.
and signed up for the tunglok work thing for the apec.
seriously, i think i won't get in again one.
and if i get selected, whr to get black skirts? like wth.
aiya, i think get selected then think about this problem.
oay, as a good girl i have to end now and go do my homework and study psychology.
and did i mention, it's only the first lecture of psychology and i don't understand alr.
and and mircroecons too. need to get some help from Annas alr. ahahahaha.

best bird-day !!!!

bird-day from family. <3

prezzies from clique!!!

yes yes yes, i think this is the best bird-day ever had. =]

i thought it's gonna be boring bcos has to attend lessons from 9am all the way till 6pm.

clique has really done a good job from hiding from me ah. completely tricked.

anyway, i want to THANKS CLIQUE. for the surprise that they prepared for me.

and they bought me something that i longed to buy.

thanks XUESHEN, AMANDA, MICHELLE & ANNAS!!!

i'm glad to find friends like all of you. =]

thanks Joanna clique for that bird-day song.

thanks everyone who wished me regardless in sch, fb, msg or calls.

you made my day. loves aplenty to clique*** super touched and happy.

[though all of you may not see it except amanda] ahahahaha.

THANKS EVERYONEEEEE. and now bird-day has ended.

again and again.

ahh, i'm always regretting my decisions made.
i was so confident on monday that i will enjoyed these cds that i chose myself.
Wednesday had my jap lecture and psychology tutorial, they were great.
the problem was i couldn't understand a word that my jap lecturer was speaking.
she isn't speaking jap but eng. and she was also my tutor.
after attending psychology tutorial i felt that this cds suits me. everything was great.
i thought everything would turn out the same for jap tutorial.
but i'm wrong, totally wrong. not everything in life will turn out as you think it will be.
i totally think that i don't even fit in that class. i'm just like the odd one out.
everyone seems to alr have the basics and they speak jap so well. i'm looked so stupid with them. i can't speak well enough and that didn''t seems enough troubles for me.
there were only 3 girls including me. and they didn't seems to accept me into their grp.
throughout the 2 hrs, i was thinking so hard, shld i go the change my cds??? or shld i just bear with it???
after that one and a half hr of waiting, i've alr decided to change to world issues.
different people have different views, some people dropped world issues, some people wanted to and i'm those people who wished to add world issues.
it was after flipping through Anna world issues book that i think i like this cds. but there was no vacancy left and that's it.
yeah yeah, i dropped jap and left with psychology only. so when the others finished taking their cds in yr 2, but i will still be stucked with my cds till yr3. yes, i'm now different from the others.
but it isn't the outcome that i expected or did i want it to happen.
this just sucks.
i'm aware of the stress in yr2 and yr3. but i needed to make a decision to let myself feel happy.
let's just take 1 step at a time. when the time for yr3 to arrive then i shall learn to handle the stress.
yes, some people might think that i'm giving up way too easily.
i'm just giving up with just a very small obstacles infront of me.
there are hundreds over students who chose jap but why i am the one who gave up.
others continue their journey and strive harder. but i just gave up.
yes, maybe i'm giving up really way too easily. i do admit that.
i can't even overcome the obstacles.
i'm not strong enough, i'm just not strong enough to handle the stress yet.
this stress is unusual. i never felt this way before. it's too scary.
i'm sure i will find my way and learn to handle them better in these 3 yrs.
i've alr proved myself right in secondary sch.
i need to just proved it right again in yr3.

thanks amanda for accompanying me. =]

yipeee. happy.

okay, i'm damm glad that i went to sch earlier. ahahaha.
initially we went to the wrong location. it was super lucky that we make it in time.
we were like the first 12. ahaha. i'm number 11. lucky 11.
anyway, now i'm more looking forward to sch bcos i DROPPED public speaking!!!
and i ADDED psychology and jap. damm cooool. i like our cm. hhas.
so now i'm happy. ahahaha.
i'm in the same tutorial grp and lect with Cheryl for psychology.
and same lect grp as amanda for jap. tutorial i'm alone, hopefully there's nice nice people. ahaha.

anyway, after adding two cds. my timetable is now.
monday- 1pm-7pm
tuesday- 9am-4pm
wednesday- 9am-6pm
thursday- 1pm-2pm
friday-9am-5pm.

i don't like the 7pm.

sch sucks. ahsie. relatives.

chun-li. cute right?

bird-day presents from ahsie.

ohmy ohmy ohmy, damm sian. it's alr 9plus. tml have to wake up early to go sch.
i thought i could like slp till 9am, but received a msg from xs telling us to meet at 8.20am for our cds stuffs. when our lessons start at 1pm. omg omg, tml shall sleep at the library alr.

i'm still thinking whether to change public speaking or not. super vexed over this. shall see tml.

anyway yesterday metup with ahsie, i posted the pics of the prezzie that she gave me. bcos it's really cuteee and nice. it's a d.i.y gift by her, her second sister-in-law, her mum and her sis.

i love the gift. the efforts that she put in. THANKS A LOT. i'm happy and surprised to received this gift. and SORRY for being late. =]

yeah, had a little talk with lixuan tooooo. like very long never saw her alr. ahahaha.

and today i spent my whole day in the room watching baby bonus. if not sch re-open no time liao.

bird day

yes, finally i sent out kallis presents.
i'm waiting for my bird-day to come. i need ka-ching badly.
but when sch re-open, time for shopping will be greatly reduced.

ahhhhh, now the thought of gng home at seven is dreadful.
had a talk with MrsLing, it was somehow good. at least what she's say is meaningful and useful to me.

i seriously always regret the decisions that i made.
this time is public speaking, i don't understand what was i thinking when i clicked "public speaking" as my second choice for cds. wth.
it's damm contradicting, when you don't like presentations but you chose a cds which every tutorials will be having presentations. omg omg, i don't feel good right now. i'm with no one from 09. this isn't something good for me.

i just hope time can stop moving. i don't want monday to comee, oh pls. i dread wed to come.

i shall enjoy myself tml. the last day to enjoy before sch re-open. god damm it.

time-table out!!!

watched ch8 show on ASD that day. seriously, the dogs over there are more pitiful than the dogs over at SPCA. so i shall find a day to go over there to ASD to volunteer. =]

and finally my time-table is out. i love this time-table bcos it's better than last sem. i've only got 1 day that sch ends at seven.[omg, it's gonna be damm late when i reached home] and on thurs, i go to sch at 1pm and go home at 2pm. like so cool man.
and my CDS is Public Speaking. ahahaha. like nobody same as me. omgggg. hope i can do well ah. i wanna try out transnational studies next time. okay, i have to end alr. cos some very-old-baby keep nagging me for the computer alr. =]

sch gonna start soonn. like sian. but nvm, week 1 no tutorials except cds and cs.

SS501 and shopping.

woohoo, the feeling is damm good when you finally get to do some long hrs shopping. and seriously, it has been a long time since i shop at orchard. ah, it's feel so great. hhas.
and you know what, we went to orchard at 9plus and all stores are still closed then we shop till 8pm. hhas. but we are not crazy, we accompany sis boyf for his lasik surgery. hhas.

and these few days, i've been staying at hm and glued to my laptop screen. i'm now crazy over SS501. like woohoo, after watching WGM for a few days, i'm crazy over KIM HYUN JOONG. i used to say he is not handsome but now he is damm handsome. hhas. so sad, they withdrew from this show alr.

Junior came to my hse to stay over for like 1 night. hhas. the feeling of having 2 dogs at home was great. Zeus was super good to Junior, he played ball with him and give in to him. like, big brother. hhas. =]

i'll be sending Siiri prezzies on thurs. hhas.

PHOTOS.

enthus!!!

fuji instax camera. coool. =]

junior slping in Zeus bed.

CEO- wannabe.

can see the size differences. ahahahaha.

i think they unhappy with each other.

like daddy and son. ahahaaha.

so i have finally managed to upload some pictures. i didn't upload some super overdue pictures.

but i wanna upload Angel vid. damm cute dog. hhas. i shall upload when i got the time. hhas.

so yesterday went out with ahyun, she bought her fuji instax camera. damm coool. can play with it liao, but the film ex. hhas. andi also finally found what i want after like for a very long time. hhas. yay, my ear-studs are here. ILOVEMUMMY. she's the best. woohoo. =]

sch gonna re-open very soon. i wanna extend my holidays like what Pearline wanted to.

i havent finish Siiri prezzies. need to send them by next week.

and i pray that my time-table for next sem will be better, i wanna released earlier. ohplease.

major changed.

yeah, went to take my pay yesterday. hhas. shopping must also think wisely with this amt of money only.
and then went for enthu bbq, i'm so sry san. i have to leave like quite early. but it was good afterall. but nvm, i will be dating ahsan and ahsie like real soon. ahaha.

today spca celebrates the whole animal day. there were many woof woof. hhas. toby nails was damm long ah, now my legs have so many scratches, very ugly leii. nvm, wait for them to heal. hhas. aiya, today flea market cancel liao. damm sad.

oh ya, junior came to my hse yesterday, Zeus was damm emo. i think he jealous ah. but junior is damm cute and hyper. damm cuteeee.

okay okay, i'm super duper lazy to upload any pics. i shall get some pics of bbq and junior with Zeus. if not my blog like words and words and words alr.

ah, i'm not getting my lomo anymore.
okay, i have to end here now. time to walk my Zeus. =]

jobless!!!

arghhh, my job is goneeee!!! have to find myself a job as soon as possible.

pay day, lmh, work, bbq.

yes, after a fever i'm fine again. and yes, with the help of mich i think i gotten a job that starts from 5th oct-15th oct. after 3 days then sch starts. thanks mich.

arghh, i think next yr i'm gonna buy the cheapest tix for f1 night race alr. i wanna see nico rosberg badly. i'm unable to find any friends who are crazy over nico rosberg. i shall go myself next yr. hhas.

and yay, my pay is ready for collection. but then my commission still processing. luckily i still have my $40 birthday to spend. i'm satisfied alr.

YAY!!! Lee Min Ho coming to Sg in the 24/10 if i'm not wrong. i'm gng with ahtan to see him.
okay okay must THANKS YUHENG!!!
i shall wait patiently for 2pm to come sg with leadja. hhas. =]

gonna go get my pay this sat and then enthus bbq. woohoo.

gonna go take flyer since it's cheap now. gonna get my lomo cam soon. yay.
gonna go zoo agn. i think i love zoo too much alr. hhas.

so sorry*
arghh my cooler like gng to spoilt liao.

2PM

7-1=0 , it's 1.59pm, with 1 minute missing!!!!

yes, i'm so glad that blogger finally allows me to upload photos, but photos are in the desktop!!!
i'm soooo into 2pm now, after finishing all the episodes excluding ep 8 of Wild Bunny.
they aree super crazy&fun. yh nv intro to me this boyband earlier, only keep telling me about snsd.

so i only remb what i did yesterday, went to fleaaa, not a lot of stalls i'm waiting for the big fleaaa market in Oct!!! nothing caught my eyes in the fleaa, except a pair of vintage ear-studs. niceee, i likee. went to daiso to exchange items, bought 3 items and i went to exchange all 3 items. i literally bought everything wrongly. genius!!!

yes, shuyu gave me her agent no, i shld be calling her on tues. but there is a need to sign contract. then if possible, shall meet up with comexxxx friends!!! hopeee so ah.

i wanna meet up with Anna too. and also sweetest ahsie!!! she bought my prezzies alr. lovess her aplenty. =]

oh, i just realised Jesmine what are we gonna eat, yeah. foooodddd&payyyy but where's my commission?

COMEX SHOW

okay, COMEX show was tiring. had to stand for straight 12 hrs everyday. i only get to sit when i go toilet and when i was eating. my legs was aching. but at least i learn smth, my sales was dammm bad.

so now i'm back to jobless again. hhas.

anyway during the comex show met some nice friends. amanda plantronics grp i like them, those jokers. for my grp was like assholes, [except Candice] those htc people i was cursing the hell out. fcuk them.
got to know shuyu, pearline and gelinda. they are nice nice people.
i wanna meet up with all of them again. shall choose a date. hhas.

i don't have any photos right now. need to wait for Jesmine to upload to fb. hhas. =]

work, results SOON

i just realised that the day when my results are released will be the day i'm working. but luckily, i signed up to received my results through sms. so it's okay.

yesterday went for training, luckily i'm not the only one without exp still got one guy. hhas. anyway thks amanda for this lobang. hhas.

will be working at Suntec for the COMEX, IT fair for 4 days. hope it will be fun and also hope i can hit my sales target. i need the commission badly, basic pay not enough to cover my spendings. i will be selling htc phones, still need to study and somehow memorise the specs. $$ not easy to earn ah. hhas.

and i think my grp people like damm blur, nobody asked hall number. funny. i forgotten too. luckily asked amanda. it's at hall6. i wonder the rest got remb bout this or not. hhas.

i'm nervous for it, amanda too. hhas. first time ma. but nvm, we jiayou together!!!

i'm suffering from stm alr. i forgot what i wanna post again.

holidayss.

yes, BOJAN my new idol. hhas. cuteee. <3

i wanna go hl for flea market. and hc too. i'm waiting for more details and updates.

went to sing k yesterday, dirt cheap s$6.40 for 3 hrs.

and i think i'm damm unlucky. when will my luck get better?

and i literally forgot what to blog alr and i'm lazy to blog too.