The Sim's Babies

Yesterday was Baby Jaylen full mth party @NSRCC! This little monster alr know how to bully people! I'm so dead the brother is alr bullying me!

Anw made a trip down to expo since its so near! There was flea market and John little sales! I love the customized ear studs only @5$!

And confinement aunty gonna leave in 2days time! I'm gonna missed her! She's the first stranger whom I can accept into my house!

Lessons

Okay I gotta admit working for Philips has helped me grow. I used to always have the mindset that eating alone is for a loner. I can't take up responsibilities, not that now I can do that really well but at least I do posses some leadership skills.

Okay so the point is I signed the letter of appointment with B alr but now I'm starting to regret. I don't think I can cleaned up for children. I don't think I can stand my manager sacarstism! I have alr begin to look for another job opportunities but well I guessed I haven't found a direction for my life. I'm clueless as to how I want my life to be. I don't know what jobs I want I'm scared of the challenages ahead. I do not have the courage to overcome them. I sound freaking useless! All in all I'm just afraid of being in a new environment having to meet new people the fear of getting to know who are Angels and who are Devils!

But anw I have been listening to different people advices. I have to say the people at Philips do provide me with some useful advices as to how to survive in this realistic world. As well as the colleagues working with me.

Anw I'm gonna try applying jobs that people recommended me! Zeus previous owner asked me to send my resume to the co that he is working for! Jojo asked me to send in as well! I do hope I get into Jojo co!

It's Graduation

Finally the long awaited 3years at tp has come to an end!

I have to thanks to people whom I met throughout the 3years in tp whether it's good or bad at least I learnt something.

Really happy to have met FGC! And my first friend in tp who has now became someone I trust, someone I can share abt anything and everything, someone I cherish and someone who gave me very awful names like auntie liboon! But I'm really glad to have met her! <3

Pep Guardiola

We Thanked Pep for 4years with Barca!
How can someone be so successful as a manager?!
How can someone be so cool manzx?!
Omgg I loveee him la!

Anw hopefully the new manager Tito Vilanova can do a great job next season just like Pep!

Spain, Barcelona

A country that i always wanted to go. It is now on my travel checklist.

My dream is to watch FCB play on the pitch.

problem is, my mum probably would never allowed me to go.

As well as the low exchange rates.

And yes i have not found a job yet. totally feel like a parasite.

A job

Its not that i dont wanna find a job but its so difficult to find a job that interests me. My bank savings is depleting which soon will go into a deficit.

Im into child/social work/animal but all these requires related diploma cert.

Other than these i dont have any interests or rather i do not hv any courage to take the first step to try.

I hate how i see people tweet abt gg to work etc but all im dng is staying at home trying to find a suitable job.

I hate myself at this very moment. The useless me!

updated: <3 my parents for their encouragement. after a talk with them i feel so much better! ^_^

Taiwan Trip

Oh manzx im back from Taiwan!and it was really great except for some hiccups here and there!
Seriously I love the weather there because it was cooling and yup I know it won't last for too long!
I love the night market where the shops closed at 1-2am! And the really cheap stuffs there.
As well as the people who were super friendly la.
My luggage weight just nice! 24.1kg and hand carry 6kg! ^_^ luckily i paid extra to upsize my luggage.
I'm gonna go back agn someday!

At train stations!

my T-ara

it's the toilet restaurant. damm cool

Yeliu! damm cool place super windy

fang tian deng.

it's Taipei 101. but we went on the wrong day. didnt get to see the rlly nice scenery. and the aftermath when we left was omg, raining heavily with only one umbrella. damm pathetic. was freezing.

i'm soooooo gonna go back la. cheap shopping thrills!

Jap Buffet

well the Avent promoters all agreed to meetup after the job for a buffet.

apparently i didn't really wanna turn up because i don't really wanna spend any money right now when i'm really broke.

but ya my mum was like just go la. and i really like some of the promoters. so yah, had a fulfilling buffet manzx. i'm sure i made my 23$ worth it. and i look cui in almost all photos! ya, slippers and shorts is wo!

all of them show up! :)

Germaineeee

my hui min jieeee! ahahaha.

do-re-mi! the really tiny girls. ahahaha

the funny Cheryl!

my dear ah bearrr!

ahahah the so-called senior promoters!

and amd, mich and annas came to my houseee to discuss abt our tw trip and yah catch-up.

was really happy that amd cameee because i missed her so much manzx. <333

work

Philips Avent!

this time round, i'm the in-charge tgt with mi-en and germaine.

ahahaha we got disagreement with germaine.

and somehow the feeling is great being an in-charge.

though whatever happens, you are the first to be scolded.

but i learned how to solve problems. that's good! :)

but yeah, htm grad knw how to work with people well. ahahaha

so during this work, get to know ah bear better.

and thanks mi-en for buying liang cha for me when i'm sick.

so we are planning an outing after the fair ends.

okay this is only a part of the team. ^_^

Front Office team with the executive club people.

do-re-mi.

okay since one of the interns finally uploaded the photos from FSFO year-end partye so i shall blog abt it.

i must say i do miss the times at fsfo because i really learned a lot.

abt being independent, stronger and dealing with people.

most importantly i got a taste of what's the real working world is like.

and i finally graduated from TP unofficially. woots.

time to look for a job. i think a position in a hotel might be better since i have the experienced.

just realized i havent blog in a month since baby fair started. ^_^

Left out in da rain

okay gotta accept the fact. Work starts on Saturday because i needa help up for set-up.

Srsly i hope this time round there would not be any conflicts!

i unofficially graduated from poly

well since i'm done with my research paper, i shall put it all behind it and wait for my graduation.

what i need to do now, is to think of what i really want in the future!
well, i've alr thought of working first then studying but then agn i don't think i will want to study after i started working. but to study now is not possible. the financial burden is enough to put that thought off!
and i think i'm damm contradicting, at times i'm really happy that internship has ended but at times, i feel like gg back there to work because i'm so familiar with the working environment. i envy those who signed contract caused they don't need to plan for their future yet. i think i'm trying to run away from my problems.

watched the chinese ver of WGM. srsly, cmi!

anw now i shall enjoy first! it's like exploring hotels at RWS. so sissy said that she will be booking festive hotel this Wednesday. aahaha. then March will be a busy month for me to work in the baby fair! yay!

Apr 1 will be celebrating my dear nephew Rayden birthday at RWS agn, beach villa, the super tempting private pool! woots then the following morning, i will be on my way to the airport. seriously how can i not love my BIL right? he will be waking up like 6am to fetch me to the airport and when i come back he will have to go to airport to fetch me home agn!

i'm so freaking looking forward to go Taiwan! to meet my "penpal". it's like seriously, i never thought we would met ah! but it's gonna freaking come true soon.
i'm so gonna enjoy myself to the fullest manzx. cause idk when would be another chance for me to go overseas!
i was so surprised that my parents allowed me to go! AHAHAHA. gonna die of happiness liao. but then agn i will be in debt la for this trip.
if only amd can go tooooo. it would be so much fun. the laughter, the fun, the joy that only amd can provide me with! =[

okay monday need to collect my passport then tuesday Philips training and it would be a busy March for me! woots. ^_^

ps: i like how many of my friends are like sisters to me, always taking care of me, accommodating me too! this is so true for fivegirlsclique! <3

9GAG

ahahaa, just for laugh!
i'm so into 9gag!

Trypophobia

Well people in fb has been sharing those really creepy and disgusting pictures of the clustered holes!

So trypophobia is an irrational fear towards holes! This is what I'm experiencing and the degree of fear is no joke!

Really love those pix that was taken during fivegirlsclique outing @switch!

And well I have to say, I really love my BIL! Okay not that kind of love is the family love! Ahahaha, he has been really niceeee whenever I need someone to fetch me to some places or back home, he would volunteer to do that. <333
And he's also someone I can confide to because he can give me advices.
Where to find sucha nice jiefu leh!

Okay la need to sleep liao!

Ps:anybody wanna watch The Illusionists with me?! I really wanna watch it leh! Regardless of how much it is! Okay la cat 1 & 2 too ex for me Liao!

Switch w clique

okay, so yesterday spend the time with fivegirlsclique. ahahaha.

this name is really ZzZzZz, didn't even dare to put fivegirlsclique when messaging the dedication out. ahahaha.

anw hope Amd enjoyed herself. because i think this clique really fail when it comes to giving surprises. all plans always fail one leh. and hope she love the card i made! but i think i was pretty creative, just that the card was a lil tad plain. <333

but i was happy because the food was really niceee

and once again we had very few photos taken.

come on fivegirlscliqueeeee!

jobless

came to blog causeeeee, i'm waiting for my drama to load. back to HK drama crazeee

the feel of waking up late is really shiok, but lazing around is something not really good.

after the capstone module, i'll be left with 3mths. i needa find a job!

but what can i do?

on the other hand, this capstone module is making me stress up.

consultation later on, hopefully it will be fineee!

p.s: why does some people treat relationship like a game?

Thank you Fairmont Singapore!

Thankyou Fairmont Singapore for the 20weeks! Be it good or bad.
At least I learnt something. Things has been getting better with some of the colleagues. Did love letters for some of the staff! Hehehe :))
And a stupid security guide had to spoilt my day!
Anw after that spent my day with the RC interns! Ahahah

Jeslyn: a person who brought so much joy

Sammy: the one who helps me solved many problem!

Freya, Ruby, Hongyi and Desmond

Jovine: someone who was super fierce to me in the beginning

my passion

okay i have to say i hate work and sch because I can't regularly watched my football la.

i've been missing so many matches recently because of work okay!

anw next week roster is out! now that it's coming to an end, there's this tinge of sadness leh.

my last time receiving the roster liao. the last week i'm gonna interact with guests liao!

anw i'm gonna work for 2 days next week only. and i don't need to wear the cheongsam manzx.

i'm gonna start making my cards for some of my colleagues liao!

emotional

okay please ignore my previous post. was being too emotional la.

but anw next week will be my last day at FS alr. i'm gonna make cards and give to certain people who have been helping me throughout my internship period. i will miss them.

and soon it would be back to sch!

i need to start thinking what i want...

working world is so scary

Its really sad that when it comes to working, you can't trust anybody including trainees y'know!

Times like this make me miss Amanda,Xueshen, Annas and Michelle!!

I hate it when people are selfish! I can't rely on anyone!

On a side note, my manager is asking me to go back after my internship! And my upsell has helped me to earn $90 liao! Woohoo! Can help offset the amt i need to pay! :))

Countdown with me

Yes manzx! Finally from 3digits to 2digits and now its down to a single digits! Freaking 7more days!

I really cant wait! Wanna get out of this place fast!

Hope the remaining days would be great manzx! And po pi this sat my german manager as a morning manager will be fine! Please skip the role play topic! Pleaseee